The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

2007-09-18T12:49:00.000+08:00

I'M MOVING/CHANGE OF BLOG.
ASK ME, BYE

2007-09-18T11:26:00.000+08:00

I wanna pushed aside so let me go
Let me take back my life
I'd rather be all alone
Anywhere on my own cos I can tell
The very worst part of you, is me

Linkin' park is so old school but their words still stand true. Hahaha ry is sleeping beside me and candy ho has yet to call. Chinese paper stupid was major screw up i fell asleep today yay! Okay blog tonight, am going out to study science :)

P.S ask mummy about Hongkong trip with rachel & call her mum

I love.. I can't complete this anymore

2007-09-17T23:47:00.000+08:00

Fuck you, stop putting me down, stop calling me slut/bitch/whore. You claim that you're not? All you're doing is simply twisting your words and sentences to make it sound slightly better. I read between the lines and you have seriously crossed the line with what you said today. I'm sorry man, I really don't deserved to be treated as though i'm a dog. Not me, oh no not me. If you label me to be this kinda girl, why do you even bother to stick around? Don't give me such bullshit excuse that you love me, it's stale alr. Stop using ambiguous sentences which so obviously scream out "LOOSE BITCH!" Just say it in my face alr, quite being so vague.

Seriously, i've had enough of your insensitivty.

P.S I will not jump into the sack with her even if i'm drunk, screw you.

This time I thought things were real,
You said they were,
What happened?
You were a priority,
Was I an option?
I let you see a side of me that I don't share with anyone.
Promises are just words unless they are fulfilled.
Knew from the beginning all I had to offer you was my heart,
I'm sorry that it wasn't enough.

Wall to wall

2007-09-16T23:35:00.000+08:00

My weekend was spent seeing the usual but favourite girls. Friday after school was study session with ry gen yeok and zhanyu at the usual place. Then me and ry went mad and water war woohoo! It was so much fun, i need girls like her in my life. Then lizard and tanny came over to watch Disturbia which was super spooky and i succeeded in scary them :D

Satuday, studied with lizard and tanny. Had dinner with lizard then we went to Kovan to do more work, ry joined us and we just talked and chilled and stoned and laughed love them both SO much, lizard slept over.

Had tuition on sunday, then went to meet ry. We just stoned the whole day, null studying please. Science tuition then braved the wind and storms tgt, her parents sent me home and here i am! Simply love the weekends :) okay tmr is a maths paper, I am soooo screwed. Let the photos do the talking then

Study session @ parkway

Lizard you look gross here

I was trying to not smile

Wasabi peanut

Ry you are so kewt here

Yummy

LET IT RAIN

ryjrzheme

Friends are friends forever

Eat her iPod

love.

I cannot wait for o levels to be over, i'm gonna get back the one thing i've lost: my life muaha. Freedom liberation & salvation. Anw prelims are ending soon yayx10 haha but owell thursday's gonna be fun ;) i really ought to go now and omg sell funfair tix! I almost forgot heh did you, did you really think you could really fine love from someone else

I love you as much as the butterflies and hurricanes

Make it work

2007-09-13T01:27:00.000+08:00

You understand me
At least you say you do
Lately thats enough for me
Looking for perfect
Surrounded by artificial
You're the closest thing to real i've seen
Sure, everyone has their problems
Thats a given
Yours are the easiest to tolerate
This wasn't what we was wanting
How we're living
But let's take this good enough and turn it to great
Baby understand...

This can only be as good as we both make it
Guess sometimes its gonna hurt (yes sometimes its gonna hurt)
We can be as happy as we want to be girl
But we gotta make it work
We gotta make it work...

Sometimes i love you
More than you'll ever know
Other times you get on my nerves (hey)
That's just reality
No, it can't always be
Kisses, hugs, and beautiful words

You was looking for your prince,ooh
What you found

Is a pauper with potential
And no, i'm nowhere near perfect, no
But i'm around (but im around)
Girl, time and patience is essential
Baby realize...

This can only be as good as we both make it
Guess sometimes its gonna hurt (guess sometimes its gonna hurt)
We can be as happy as we want to be girl
But we gotta make it work
We gotta make it work.

Thick and thin,
The bad outweighs the good sometimes
That doesn't mean we're 'spose to give it up
My problems are yours,
and yours are mine

The song took the words right out of my mouth ANYHOW I can't believe it i finally know how to draw a freaking ester as a matter of fact, i learnt it online. Textbooks are plain stupid muaha i'm letting minute achivements get into my head, ego's increasing ha start your chem again Em! Haha i'm so happy now although i'm rather (love)stoned can't wait for it all to be over. Candice wake up are you there?

AND OMG I FELT THE TREMORS TODAY AND CALLED LIKE A MILLION PEOPLE TO ANNOUCE IT. ITS THE FIRST TIME I'VE FELT TREMORS, QUITE EXCITING 8-D looks like school still ain't cancelled though *sulks* buhbye back to mr chem (and treasure towers!!!! haha dali)

What time is it?!

2007-09-12T19:08:00.000+08:00

I don't wish to study anymore but this is enough to suffice my need to relax. Everyone: ugly photo coming out OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY *shrieks with exuberence* i am going to die.

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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH!!!! SORRY ITS EXTREMELY FUNNY TO ME. GUESS WHO.

1234, tell me that you love me more

2007-09-12T17:32:00.000+08:00

Sooo my papers today were alright, geog and chinese which i fell asleep as usual. It'll be a miracle if i even pass chinese, i was so sleepy i practically wrote english words, no kidding. The weather did me some justice once again.

Anyhow no junk food for me today. I'm going to stay on my no-food diet, that includes no maggi mee (shufen you should learn from me) so i had macaroni and 4 large tuna toasts, i was too hungry. Was really tempeted to order kfc though muaha. And this afternoon i spent it packing and packing and packkiiinnggg and paaaaaaaaaking okay emphasis taken note? It was like a hellhole; pigsty whateversoever you wanna call it but i overcame it other than spilling milk everything where urg. Girls show 'em we know how to groove, everybody all for one!

Okay i'm really procrastinating. I haven't started either A maths nor chem for tmr, eme you are sooo dead ISTILLWANTTOGOFORTEHPENG AND RIDETHERUBBISHDUMPTRUCK with Ry of course :) bye

High school never ends

2007-09-11T23:50:00.001+08:00

Xello friends and lovers i've been scaring people with my display picture, it's extremely funny. Today's papers were a flop, my rabbit question was wrong, 36 freaking carrots?! Okay socials was stupid too because i totally forgot to cross reference as well as the state limitations (i don't even know what limitations are) eme set yourself up for failures.

So after school, studied at home and ordered pizza hut again. Studybuddy fell asleep and snored whilst i fell asleep while shitting damnit i'm that tired, must be all the cheese and carbo. I've been living on fast food everything, think my cholestrol level has shot up skyhigh. Anyhow my ulcers are corroding, i feel asleep during the paper and i sneezed non stop. The weather was ultimate shiok. Okay geog paper and chinese tmr, goooooo powerpuffs! p.s shufen's zen's songs are really nice.

Hello miss Angryhairy arms illlllly :)

darling Wifey smw :*

WOOHOO I CANNOT WAIT FOR PRELIMS TO BE OVER NIGHTS

My Worst Fear

2007-09-10T01:20:00.000+08:00

Hours pass, and she still counts the minutes
That I am not there, I swear I didn't mean
For it to feel like this
Like every inch of me is bruised, bruised
And don't fly fast. Oh, pilot can you help me?
Can you make this last? This plane is all I got
So keep it steady, now
Cause every inch you see is bruised

How apt. Anyhow i'm seriously incorrigable. I was on the phone just now complaining about my screwed up/confusing life, barely glancing at the Lit notes screaming at me to read it. I need to wake up and today will be the day muaha. My 4 ulcer's really being the worst bitch and i really really want the queen's couture superman hoodie + iPod classic 160gb + hot pink/navy blue skinnes from topshop + the newest sexiest prettiest iMac 2058$ + a life. I am so demanding please kill me amen bye

Happy tree friends

2007-09-09T23:51:00.000+08:00

Well it's apparent I have given up on myself as well as my studies. I've succumb to letting nature take its course tomorrow in the examination hall. No I don't expect myself to produce exemplary results for this particular exam so my hopes aren't too high now. As they say, the higher the hopes the larger the disappointments.

Today i took a breather and went shopping with none other than Ry! I think we are complete failures but i know we'd make it big, someway. Finally got my immaculate, gorgeous accessorize bag. Its so sexy muaha :) she got her sandals from havianas woohoo we are zesty girls.

Took a long bus journey to parkway, the sun was able to give me a heat stroke it was terrible. Pushing her there on a trolley was another plus point (sarcasm) well we managed to get there without a scratch. Went to get food and off for tuition. Sent mr goh emily rose's photo during tuition by mms, it was retarded. Got home after that and met up with Candice, we went heartland for stationary shopping I FREAKING LOST MY ENTIRE PENCIL CASE TODAY. Had dinner at kfc and talked, walked home in pure lethargy and she came over to watch simpsons. Today was absolutely unproductive boo whore. No time to upload photos, so here's 3 for you! :)

I look like a business woman

Why do we look alike here haha.

Yongs ry eme zhanyu (the freak)

All the best for everyone's prelims tomorrow man haha i'd really better get going nights &btw i want the superman hoodie from queen's couture, its beautifulllll

Girls, show them we know how to Groove

2007-09-09T03:36:00.000+08:00

I owe alot of people apologies. Candice, Lizard and my sister. I just haven't been a very good person lately. Ry should know best, I've been screwing around with my life and I'm going shopping tomorrow. Eme you are the best Lit here I comeeeee! It's 0400am I am going to sleep this instance, or maybe after I pee. I'm so sick right now, I need a doctor.

Nights photo update soon <3

Pray

2007-09-07T04:56:00.000+08:00

A walk to remember is sooooo sad. I swear if one could die crying, I would have died a long time again. Hahaha today was fun. (Re: Ry's blog) Charades with Zh and Jr's priceless, it's been long since I last laughed so hard. Munchy donuts and katong for dinner with them. Love spending time with them so so so much, our after O level plan! :)

Anyway I want to extend a huge thank you to Ho Zhengyi for your invaluable help in relative velocity, I understand it better now. (There you wanted me to honour you on my blog, don't be jealous of Ry alr) Hahaha freaking satanist, you.

Candice Ho study hard okay don't die during Chem today. Thanks for being there every single day, adoration 10x.

Elizabeth Lie Mei Yan, I love you to the stars, this I promise you.

Sleep sleep sleep freaking 0500am, morning call in 2 hours. I bet I'll mumble shit and reject it hawhawhaw night.

Ruiyi

2007-09-07T00:48:00.000+08:00

Ry is the girl that I see 24/7. Her voice is the first I hear in the morning and the last I hear before I sleep. Out of 7 days of the holiday, I see her for.. 7 days. We do everything together, rubbish truck rides, stone, have no life and I can't forsee life without her. She is most amazing :) She's the girl whom I know will be the last one standing beside me and the rock and pillar of my life. I know she'd give it all for me and drop everything just to be there for me. Yap RY, no matter who treats you like dog, or whom you treat like dog, I'll always be there for you. Always, I promise. I love you.

All for one

2007-09-05T04:20:00.000+08:00

Omg life rocks. Its 0421am, my body clock is totally screwed up. Anyway, let's sum up my day and night.

Studying with, Ry, Yong and Zy.
Studying at Shufen's place till 0030am
Senseless conversation with Tanny
HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 2!!!!!!!!!!!
Phonecalls with honey
Macdonalds at 0330am

Okay I am going to do some Lit and then go to sleep muahaha life is good. Nights

Amazing

2007-09-04T01:21:00.000+08:00

I'm tired of the sunset, I think I need a sunrise.

SAVE ME FROM DOOMSDAY.

Life is a bore,
just like an apple core,
to life there must be more,
I am so lolly lor sor :)

Right now I have no life. I feel like my only friends are 96739583, 63630869, 91382625 and 91551354. Go figure.

Its getting to me. I cried when I read Zenghao's blog, and I called him screaming and he asked me to pray for him so that he will win soccer. Then he tells me he wants to go gambling, I have rocker friends. Today I delivered breakfast to oneandahalf and instead of saying thank you, she called and went, "Wahlao the milk expires tomorrow!" Hmm okay wow. I want to go for prata @ 3am yay. Bye

First kiss

2007-09-02T22:53:00.000+08:00

Hello folks, I've been hearing the Secret piano pieces non stop. Shufen claims that everytime she calls, she never fails to hear it and both Ry and Lizard are absolutely sick of hearing them too haha it's funny.

Anyway my days are a carousel, simply mundane. I'm thoroughly sick of this, but I must press on and I will press on and so must Ry and Zhengyi or the 3 of us will commit suicide together in a car with lots of carbon monoxide muaha, the prospects of that is drawing closer oh boy.

Besides pouring over worksheets and countless piles of books, my days are relatively fine. Someone said something the other night that totally woke me up, it was literally a tight slap across my face. But you don't learn till you get hurt. On another note, teacher's day was good. The workout wasn't as screwed up as I thought it would be. Ms Gan thought we led well! :) The performance was worth 5 stars. Well done Eve, Mary and Ry. I slept that entire afternoon away and studied with Ry from 8-11pm. Cabbed down to Bedok for supper and to see Em. It was a freaking funny night, cabbed home after that.

Slept in on Saturday and studied in the evening. Lizard was lazy and she fell asleep whilst reading her Lit book at like midnight. I'm not any better, I went to bed at 1215am haha. Sunday was Ry day, studying wasn't very productive today so I'd better continue later I hope teehee hopeless me. Okay photos are here. I doubt I'd blog much this week but then again, I might break my vow to Caro and just on the computer haha byeee yo listen up here's the story about the little guy that lives in a blue world! :D

How about a big ew.

Love seeing class spirit :)

YUMMYMUMMY.

Cute, Pris and Em.

Tired, study face

I'm flying without wings, Ry why so stone

*BLUSHES*

Heros didn't leap tall buildings or stop bullets with an outstretched hand; they didn't wear boots and capes. They bled, and they bruised, and their superpowers were as simple as listening, or loving. Heroes were ordinary people who knew that even if their own lives were impossibly knotted, they could untangle someone else's. And maybe that one act could lead someone to rescue you right back.

"Do I make you happy?"

"All the time."

Aww, I can be your hero baby :)

I'll wait for you

2007-08-30T22:05:00.000+08:00

Hello blog I'm sitting on Candice lap whilst blogging this. I'm here only to say that she took a sip of bacardi 40% just now and choked to her death. It was bloody funny watching her spluttering. We had freaking rubber mat fight to the end!!!!!!! The good man wins (yours truly) The strong will live and the weak shall die. Muahaha I am so cute byebye.

2007-08-30T11:26:00.000+08:00

"God, maybe I am crazy. Maybe I should have myself locked up."

"You're not crazier than anyone else. We all do it. "

"See ghosts?"

"Fall for someone who doesn't exist." Shelby stroked his hair. "Infactuation's just another word for not seeing clearly. When you start to love a person - That's when they become real."

Ross turned to his sister on a sob. "She left," he choked out. "She left me."

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I dreamt of D last night, how weird. I didn't go to school today nyeah and apparently so didn't Ry and Ho :) good flends everyone. I am hungry and Jay chou's Secret's music pieces are breath taking

Secret

2007-08-29T22:11:00.000+08:00

I finally have the time to blog, it's been a really hectic week. I must say that I've screwed up my science prac and English prelims owell. I've been neglecting my work and procrastinating beyond measure.

Happy sweet 16th Julia, Ry and Louisa! :)

So anyhow celebrations and juvelations. Ry's party was a blast other than the oatmeal prawn and tofu right, but the company was awesome. Jr that asshole tried to get me drunk again. English prelims on monday, had lunch with Lou and Sf then spent time with B. Tuesday was good. Caught Dead Silence after school with Ry and Yh, it was a good show. Today is Lou's birthday, had science prac then went home to change. Compass with Abs then met the clique and chompchomp for dinner (Y) happy affair. I love my friends. Not to miss out the night studying with Candice Chai and B following Chai's sleepover and also Candice Ho's sleep over on Monday night, watching movies till 3am++ and shopping with Shufen too and omg work outs with Carolyn Lalala life is busy, no wonder I am failing my subjects. Shufen our 1 and a half booo we will strive for 10/10 love hahaha!

Photos from the past days;

I can't wait till exams are over, I'm going to get so wasted till I die go Ryemezhjr ♥

Aces day cum teacher's day on Friday, marvellous :)

Boring thang

2007-08-28T23:28:00.000+08:00

There are two ways to be fooled,
one is to believe what isn't true;
the other is to refuse to believe what is true.

2007-08-26T15:25:00.000+08:00

I am so effing angry with myself urg. I think I'm going to do something drastic soon, besides breaking down and bawling like a baby. B where are you come before I really go insane.

Can you see, the girl you used to be

2007-08-23T15:25:00.000+08:00

Maryjane by Click 5 is so, so sad. I really like the Click 5 right now, thanks to Jason's iPod hahaha Jason is such a gross name.

Anyway school was good today because of the papers but on the downside, stuff happened again but oh well, let's not think about what's not worthwhile. English paper's next monday, omfg I am so unprepared. As in, the days are passing too fast for me to grasp. I've barely registered what happened on the day itself and in the blink of an eye, it's gone. Time is slipping through my fingers like sand in a time turner (haha personification) Ok eme stop wallowing in selfpity and get a hold on yourself and really start doing your books in. Yessss I will, so after this I'm going to stroll over to Blk145 under the blazin' sun to study with buddys :)

Whatever happened to, Maryjane

It takes two hands to clap and two to tango. If one doesn't want to give and take, why should the other comply? I'm washing my hands clean of this emotional thingamajig :)

IWTCST

2007-08-22T23:38:00.000+08:00

Thank you for making my night. :D

Today I bit my gum till I bled badly, I slammed the toilet door on my finger (it really hurt) and I stabbed myself with a staple bullet. I have multiple injuries on my body, my tooth ache is killing me too. Bad day, but plus point I studied. On the bad side, I miss you.

Okay good night sleep will be my new remedy oh and thank you ______ for everything.

She's an angel to you but a devil to me

2007-08-21T23:41:00.000+08:00

Today I gave school a miss yet again. Gave prata with Azu a miss too because I couldn't drag myself out of bed. Slept talked and replied texts hahaha. Finally got up and travelled down to Geylang library. Studying was freaking productive, A maths non-stop 3 hours, then did E maths. Went down to beach road for lunch and a little shopping then back to the library. Did more A maths then did Zenghao's pure physics O level papers, it was good. Photowhored, did my relative velocity! I was overjoyed with my work :)

Left at 9pm for taohui and munchydonuts at Tanjong Katong! Sinful but really good. Had a physical fight with Z in the bus, you are a freaking moron Jason Tay Zenghao. Got to know about some stuffs too yay. I love the click 5, been getting by with them.

HAPPY 11TH ANNI WIFEY! :D

The library was freezing, the sun was terrible. Freaky weather, srsly. I feel freaking useless and pathetic right now, may I cry?

Could it be
That nothing's gonna change
Cuz time has got a way of taking back
Everything you thought you had
Can you see?
The girl you used to be
The one I lost when I let go of you

CLICKFIVESWOONS.

Your love, the sweetest sin

2007-08-20T22:54:00.000+08:00

Today marks the end of my common test and the beginning of the 3 week countdown to Prelims. And so my Sunday was good besides the fact that it rains and my hands and feet were frozen off. The boys beside us were hell noisy and immature. Dinner at parkway then we shared a huge mango and then home tgt was hilarious because of? The mango HAHAHA damn sticky and eww pukey.

So I caught the Bourne Ultimatum today with Vally after travelling down with the rest of the usual kids :) The show was awesome, really worth every cent and 5 outta 5 stars & kisses. Kept me on the edge the whole time and me and Vally were almost screaming in suspense (Y) Home after that then went for my gross massage, absolutely hated it. But the lady was really nice. Watched the 9pm show, damn sweet I wanna get married haha 18 kids B!

Stupid massage got me thinking about so many things. I mean what else could you do for 2 useless hours as 2 hands glide all over your stark naked body? So well my mind wandered. Thoughts about friends, studies and school and god, it nearly killed me. I wanted to kick the woman massaging me, I'm a very very angry girl inside. A part which no one really knows, I think far too much for my own good and often cause much tiffs and quarrels. I guess B has been considered really patient with all my crazy antics and insecurites abt this and that and all my friendship doubts hm well thank you love :)

You're a chance taker, heartbreaker
Got me wrapped around your finger

Abs wifey I love you cutiepie

See stars when I'm with you

HONEY I LOVE.

(Y) our ownage thumbs up.

I'm so pretentious, I might as well be plastic

Never had a dream come true

2007-08-19T11:38:00.000+08:00

OMG AND I FORGOT TO BLOG THAT MY CHINESE O'S GOT A B4 AND A FREAKING DISTICTION FOR ORAL & LISTENING.

Super over the moon but I'm still retaking hahaha. Finally finally, a B4 :)

Time square can't shine as bright as you

2007-08-19T11:07:00.000+08:00

Sooooo I haven't blogged for a week. It's sunday again, bad Sunday though. My favourite part of this week was time spent with Honey. Ran to her house to catch Shouzu ytd, then we headed to Macs to study till 0223am, omg I was so exhausted but she insisted walking the long way home for our safety. Love you honeyhoney :)

My week was stressfilled OMG Thursday was champion day. 3 consecutive humanities tests, followed by O level english oral and then Maths tuition, then I had to go over K's place to teach her maths. Eme you are a superwoman. Ytd was good as well, I was pissy in the morning cos of certain stuffs so sorry for my foul mood B, thanks for my beef chilli cheese fries aini. Studied at starbucks then got bored and headed home. Watched Music & Lyrics, really cute show. Broke into a violent fight because is a freak and finally fell asleep listening to her drone on about monopolistic economy perfect economy etc. Omg I had still rmb some stuffs I know water works is a monopoly industry HAHA.

Study day today again at 2nd home, I am getting sick of this srsly. Ohwell I miss Abs wifey and Vally monster :(

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Ry asked a question that day which made smthg in my mind click. So I asked the same qns to the people that mattered to me. I've concluded that its perfectly alright to share a love-hate relationship with your close friend because apparently, they do and I do too. But this love-hate r/s is eating me up because I'm getting more and more annoyed by the day. Wahlao eme what's your problem. LOVEHATELOVEHATELOVEHATEHATEHATEHATE. Go eme clear your mind.

Your eyes are the brightest of all the colours,
I don't wanna ever love another

Hey there Delilah

2007-08-12T22:58:00.000+08:00

Hello there, long post ahead of you due to the long (and exhausting) week but it was fun. Well the china kids came and went, they were abit of an annoyance yes but t'was good in the end. Towned, eat until fainted. Spent saturday studying with Genesis and Ry, superduper productive. Family dinner then watched Secret which I sobbed my eyes out. Studied at second home again today which sucked, OMG ITS 1230AM WHY SO MANY PEOPLE TALKING TO ME COMPUTER JAM. Let my gazillion photos do the talking:

Celebrated Shufen's big 10 on Friday, hope you liked the (failed) surprise soogar :)

B for big babe in the city!

Stupid girl wasn't happy being princess of the day.

"Maybe I'm amazed by you"

Twist twist twister!

MORNING 8AM PHOTO LAGGI BEST.

Buffet galore mmm.

Cassandra's freaking male twin.

Abs looks really pretty here :)

YO BUDDEHS

Yeah that's about it. Hahaha I had this conversation with B regarding my previous post and omg, she is an idiot.

B: Who are you talking abt in your post?

Me: Huh, nobody la.

B: Come on, tell me!

Me: Okay la, its _______.

B: Huh I thought you didn't like her that much?!

Me: Omg Lizard you are a freak!

Dense girl no 1 but it's okay, told you I'd learn brail for you if you'd go blind so love you the way you are :)

I'll fight your wars and demons for you.

RUNNING AND SCREAMING

2007-08-12T17:42:00.000+08:00

EME YOU ARE EFFING GORGEOUS.

We're standing still

2007-08-12T11:15:00.000+08:00

Guess what? I guess it's not a mutual thing but I feel like I've just lost a friend. 4 whole years? Was it so easy to let go? Perhaps I'm just thinking too much or maybe, it doesn't really matter that much to you. But to me, you were one of the best.

You make me feel like I won't breathe again

2007-08-11T10:15:00.001+08:00

Ni yao wo zuo she meh?

Hello I'm a hopeless romantic hahaha. Don't dwell on it Eme :)

I'll blog tonight when I get home, for now I must be on studymubby mode 8-) nerd alert. I'm late already, so long and good night Flends. The past two days have been emotionally and physically draining, rollerfreakingcoaster ride. But I had a whale of a time :)

Until the day I die,
I'd spill my heart for you.
To the stars?

Bury me, bury me

2007-08-07T23:35:00.000+08:00

Its minutes to midnight (haha fallout boy) Anyway another day with the china peeps except we had PE, which was fun and really vigorous omg Candice is such a violent girl hahaha.

Free lunch again, then we had inpromptu teacher's day rehearsal and auditions which sucked so bad srsly but tis' okay, we had the chance to perform last year. After school, the 3 imps came over to do our ndp day shirt and below's the outcome. Really cute, we spent ages ironing and watching mtv like yummy mummies love you 3 so much.

Something upsetting happened in school regarding _______. And stupid freaking bitch had to make me feel worse, okay chill Eme she's nobody okay. Party like a rockstar. Ohoh B came over and helped us take photos haha. Watched the 7pm and the 9pm show and omg Elvin ng is my bombz freaking cute. Okay i am losing the drive to study, somebody kill me please. I'd rather be dead boo bye, so much to pack before the 4 sleeps over tomorrow. Bloodyhell exciting :D

This is the love :)

Look at abs omg.

YUMMY MUMMIES.

I look super chubby.

(Y) flends.

10 years down the road, I'd still love you.

You're not living, till you're living, living with me

2007-08-07T00:30:00.000+08:00

Baby how can you doubt my love
When you're the reason I'm smilin'
If you deny my heart
Then you should know that it's
for you that it's aching
Cuz everything I'll ever need is you
I'm gonna lose my mind
You are the reason why

Sometimes I wish she was you

2007-08-06T23:36:00.000+08:00

Today was THE day we've all waited for! I finally met my china buddybuddys, mine has a lovely name, Qiuting mm. She's really talkative and cute. Lessons were relatively boring and the weather nearly killed me, free food after school hoorah. Heartland with Abs after school and my head nearly killed me, stupid headaches I've been getting urg.

Anyway to round it up, today was quite fun despite the annoyance in the night because my printer broke down but nonetheless, fun :)

Aww so cute, Humphrey's carrot hahaha stupid dick look a like.

Personally I feel I'm becoming more clear-headed and not so brash anymore. I'm learning to make decisions after deep thinking and also to take note of the consequences. I'm proud of myself srsly and so is Abs for me. I love you Wifey! Thanks for always supporting me in everything I've ever done.

Okay, it's late already. Got to entertain the China kids tmrw again and I cannot be late! (I have a feeling I'm gonna be. Stupid transformer's song playing on 987fm amg so sucks)

I really cannot wait for Wednesday and Thursday to come, a blast we'll have. Freaking exciting yay Ry! I love you and Qiuting Gongyi & Tiantian mwa.

Everything means nothing,
if I ain't got you.

Breaking dishes

2007-08-06T00:01:00.000+08:00

My body is damn hot right now, its like heating up terribly. God, I'm like chugging down a huge bottle of cold water.

I still feel like shit right now damnit.

I don't want to go to sch, its a freaking bitch. I'm pmsy now.

Dimelo ?

2007-08-05T23:19:00.000+08:00

Hello life currently sucks, I feel horrid and my stomach hurts & i feel like puking my guts out ewwX10. Anyway today was simply stoned. Stoned throughout Roy's tuition, stoned at Parkway, slept on the freaking tuition floor, stoned when waiting for ry stone stone stone stone stone stone stone stone stone and then OMG i stoned. Srsly i need a life, I have none. I seem to have lost my zest to seeing the china kids already. Ahmahgawd. Life is so freaking stoned, I give up on studying srsly, maybe i'm just meant to be a teh-ping hawker, I swear. B please support me if i don't make it big in life, I'm putting my life line in your hands right now. Is the responsibility of that breaking your back haha shit I'm talking cock. Ry let's sell tehping and horfun next time ok? I finally had a mother-daughter dinner with Mum at some Italian restaurant at Holland V, my stomach couldn't take the good food, feel like vomitting. Oh I have finally bought Humphrey a home hallelujah! Ok we camwhored and here it is

Please give me and Ry some life amen.

Freaking disgusting mouth to have

Final bullet to put our love to death bang bangshootshoot

STONE

SLEEP, zai

Baby can't you see that I need you

You know that it's true

Everytime I see your face I miss you baby

I wanna let you know you're driving me crazy

I'll do anything to help you to see

I don't think you understand what you're doing to me

Finally free

2007-08-05T01:26:00.000+08:00

I HAVE NO LIFE SRSLY. AFTER SEEING *'S FRIENDSTER I ALMOST HYPERVENTILATED I SWEAR.

Anyway i really have no life. Its 0130am and instead of studying as i planned to, i am online. So screw my study plans for the night and all hail worldwideweb! :) hahaha me and Ry are always the lastest to go offline and we always talk alot of cock and see stewpid friendster people kool peace ^^V

I feel like dying i have tuition at 0900am tmrw God please save me amenx10. Sighhhh tomorrow must be serious, study day again lain main pain rain i am Insane kthxbye I love ry i love abs i love rachel i love louisa i love vally i love vick i love shufen i love candice i love eve i love my girlfriend i love my life srsly (THERE'S A HELL LOT OF SARCASM HERE FREAKS)

About me: I am kaypo i have no life i surf the web at ungodly hours i am a freak i am a monster i am not a girl not yet a woman i have no breast no brains no nothing i have freaky friends and so i am freakishly weird, in a good and bad way HOORAY i am not straight i think boyz are gross i have lesbian tendencies zOoomg sometimes i rly hate this particular good flend of mine sometimes i can't stand my r/s sometimes i think im pathetic i think i'm going to be a toilet cleaner i wish upon a falling star that i will be teleported to mars and die okay bye.

"Hello shop'n'save, can I buy a life for a dollar twenty please?"

You never were the best for me

2007-08-05T00:05:00.000+08:00

My mouth is rotten. I ate too many sourpower sweets in a short period of time, didn't heed the warnings on the box haha stupid freak my whole tongue is freaking sore as hell la can.

Anyway ytd school was damn fun because of taboo and charades omfg i swear i laughed till i had stomachache/teared/scratched abby repeatedly. Lou is such a freak sometimes haha its soooo fun i love games like these. Studied in sch then home to change. Met lizard charlene and co at JW's place. Stoned and watched the 7pm show then the 7 of us cabbed down to chomps for supper (Y) yummy.

Home with B and we photowhored and watched fantastic 4: rise of the silver surfer until we dozed off during the show best.

TODAY i woke up a 0843am and met vick and tania @sengkang for CIP yupp it was fun working with them. Trained to town & met S for stuffs then home. Left home and met B for dinner. Went for a long walk after dinner and ended up at T's condo hee hee. Walked her back and then left for home :)

I have so much to say but no words can describe what i feel right now. The urge to protect you, to love you, to never hurt you. How can i put them in words explicit and truthful enough for you to understand and believe me? And the only way for you to do so weighs down on one word: Trust. Have faith love, i'll never let you down.

HAHAHAHAHAHA THIS PHOTO IS SO FREAKING FUNNYX10.

You're nothing fall short of amazing, babe.

Dimelo?

2007-08-03T00:56:00.000+08:00

Good day kiddos, its 0100am right now & i'm still on the phone with vallymonstercumangstyonehouragogirl haha. In the end, because of the phonecalls tonight i did not get to complete a single sheet of work haha champion (y)

Sch today was alright. We went clique A pasa malam shopping after lunch with vally and richa. I am kinda broke now boo but i love my purchases :D cutest wallet ever & the most adorable alien stamp yay. Home then had tuition with ry, we kept hi-5ing non stop. Photos from study session last week @ mary's place.

Look at shufen's head amen.

I AM SO EXCITED FOR NEXT WEEK TO COME HOOOWHEEEEEE HAPPY JOYX10.

Okay i'd better hang up soon and head to bed soon my whole back hurtttssss boo :( gnight shopzboyzzzzzz bye au revoir! :) mwa

You, fcuking liar.

Heartbreaker

2007-08-01T23:55:00.000+08:00

Zomg school is srsly so sianned i feel like dying. But CME test today was superduperultrabloody funny omg mdm tiong is the best. We were all running to the toilets and hiding like convicts with drugs champion.

It's exactly midnight and i just hung up with hon and we were both complaining like hell. Sch's srsly horrid, just sucks your life away but reading the quote from her blog gives me the motivation i need to the week. I did my add maths today with B and we watched stupid chinese serial dramas tgt. Sry for being late by an hour anw. Anyway i really should head to bed soon, my entire body is aching and it's not a very good time to fall sick right now, aurieva decie? Haha byeeeeeeee

"The only way for dwarves to grow is to walk with giants. Do not be afraid of competition."

Amen.

I didn't care that you left and abandoned me,
what hurts more is I would still die for you.

Since you walked out the door

2007-07-31T23:04:00.000+08:00

Hello I'm not falling apart. Srsly screw studies man, why do we have to go thru this. My days are becoming a routine, school study home tv sleep study computer sleep. Hey there sick cycle carousel. It's only the beginning of the end (to my life) I'm having one of those days but then again, I was telling A that those days are like everyday to me hahaha loser.

Alright tmrw will be better I hope. I need to spend time with my gossip club head and secretary, miss them like crazy suddenly :) mm i've been having alot of negative thoughts about alot of people and i've been spilling them more than i should. Thanks for listening anyway shufen abby and B.

:D i fell asleep watching transformers today, shall finish it up some other time or smth then heh. Well thankfully i've found myself a studybuddy! We studied pretty productively today & we talked quite abit so love you studybuddy! :) i think i should calm my nerves and not get so freaking annoyed with people so easily hmm. So anyway au revoir i'm going to get back to A maths already. My future prospects are looking good now, i'm really glad about that. Anw, thank you B for putting up with all my foul moodswings and comments and bitchings every night mwa.
Screw you, bitch. Who do you think you are? Srsly just die. Stop being so A-s.

"Marriage is like Everybody Loves Raymond. Except people are laughing during Everybody loves Raymond and it only last 22minutes. Marriage? Well it last a lifetime."

Breaking dishes

2007-07-30T23:47:00.001+08:00

I am going to blog before I hit my bed and die off to dreamland. I am sick and tired of studying already burn out burn burn burn my brains books and books kthx.

School was relatively fine, I had my usual monday blues. Drew spongebob during Lit test, so I won't be surprise if I fail i didn't even have enough time because of my drawings haha. Teacher's day discussion after school was quite a let down, so i hope smthg comes outta it by tmr's auditions lol. Home after school to finish my book then met Abs at heartland.

Studied at macs with Charlene and Jazieel, Chel joined us not long after. Home after that cos i wasn't feeling too well, overdose of A maths. Pop panadols and watched tv till i fell alseep. Woke up to see my entire family eating dinner in front of me on the floor cos i was sleeping on the sofa. Haha best girl ever, well a phone call made me night and turned my frown into a smile :)

I love wifey maximumly.

For me it's waking up beside you,
to watch the sunrise on your face
to know that I can say I love you
at any given time or place

Tell me, baby

2007-07-29T21:25:00.000+08:00

Hello world, there's nothing to blog about except my day. Start with yesterday, after a day of mopping around the house, playing hexic with Candice and stoning, finally headed out to meet Rachel and Valerie for a movie. Caught knocked up, it was m-18 but we managed to get in thanks to me! And I fell on my ass infront of everyone and Valerie laughed until she had stomach ache. Knocked up was not bad, the story line was really sweet :) Had supper with vally at Simpang Bedok and then cabbed home at midnight.

Today me and ry had tuition, relative veloctiy shiok then we headed to Parkway to study. Not bad, quite productive haha Sf called and I asked her to joined us. So yepp studying was alright but i think we played more. Ry's parents sent her home so me and Sf took a bus back tgt. Tried to take shots of the moon but failed, that girl was so into her gameboy it was laughable. Owell sch's in tmrw again I feel like dying urg :( okay bye.

Anw, thanks Lou for today. I was feel rather upset, no extremely upset in Macs today so I called her and told her stuffs and she made me feel much better :) and yesss you did too sf, for your concern haha love you both.

I miss you, is that okay? We've yet to have our din tai feng and kfc okay and oh, our Disturbia movie. Soon please i need a break from this sometime too, love you to the stars as always :)

DVD GALORE

2007-07-29T11:33:00.000+08:00

AMG IM NOT SUPPOSED BE ONLINE NOW BUT AH MAH GAWDDDDDD!!!!! MY DAD BOUGHT A MILLION DVDS FROM BALI, HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF THE PHOENIX AHMAHGAWD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FANTASTIC 4 RISE OF THE SILVER SERPENT ZODIAC OCEANS 13 ETC ETC MOVIE MARATHON AT MY PLACE OMG ANYBODY? CANDICE, LIZARD PRISSY EVE COME COME LAI LAI LAI. LET US FORSAKE O AND A LEVELS AND WATCH MOVIES TILL WE DROP DEAD AND DECOMPOSE MOOHAWHAWHHAWHAWHAHWA.

We'll feel so alive

2007-07-28T14:55:00.000+08:00

Ahlow flends, today is a good day for there is good weather hawhaw. I'm so lazy to do work, I feel like dying and I am starving zomg.

Anyway, ytd was a really good day. School was super useless because of the overwhelming amount of breaks, one after another shiok ;) Chinese was spent walking arnd school and talking with Chel & after school was the best part. We finally after a million eons, had clique A lunch once again at Pizza hut. The triple cheese pizza was really good, but poor lou was so annoyed by -. But whatsoever, I (heart) clique A lunches to the maximum.

Met B at Serangoon and we went to catch Su's match at NYP. Had dinner after that at J8 and then home. Mum and Dad's coming home tonight! They bought me a.. kite -_- okay an expensive kite but what can i do with a kite? Haha I appreciate it all the same luh.

& now I've come to realise you're not impt and nor are you worth it :) hee I'm happy with what i have and who i have right now.

I THINK I AM STARTING TO LIKE CHINESE MORE THAN ENGLISH OH MY GOD BYE.

2007-07-27T00:44:00.000+08:00

"Sometimes I do miss Her.
I miss how She cared for Me,
Even those times when,
She was fully aware how tired I was but,
She'd continue asking Me if I love Her,
Just to annoy Me. "

"I'm gonna hug You till Your head comes out."

-

Have you ever asked yourself,
if it was worth it going a full cycle,
and coming back to the girl whom you lost your first kiss to?

Tonight, I thought about you, about me, about us.

NOW IM STANDING IN THE COLD

2007-07-26T23:48:00.000+08:00

Sigh words cannot express how annoyed, upset and affected I am right now. I need to talk to someone, anyone. Okay, I already have but I'm not feeling any better. I need double the reassurance, acceptance, someone who understands. But thank you for listening Abs and Rachel :) I mean, is it that hard to accept? I'm sure you already understand this so, what's wrong? Tell me, please.

I'm sorry for the person I've became.

Anyway URG I'm so annoyed I can't really think. Word's don't want to come out and I can't string my sentences together. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't affected the least but who wouldn't be? You are important to me but I feel that I really can do without you right about now.

-

Today was alright, the weather did me some justice. I slept in till 12, yeah missing school of course. Did 3 physics papers (Y) had math tuition and Ry came over for I not Stupid 2, I have no heart, no tears were shed. Ry cried river mekong hahaha.

Yesterday we had Clique A lunch at "the best bak ku teh" in Sg? It was not bad hahaha. Left for B's place and we went to Macs to study after she bathed. Study session was not productive at all tsk, rented DVDs and came home. Prissy came over, fixed the tv and we watched Acceptance. Good show, freaking funny haha ("masturbating, mastur- mastur- masturbating") I'm 16! I can watch nc-16 shows teehee. I am suffering from low confidence yet again. I think I am going to fail O levels and become a toilet cleaner in Ry's house.

She's got a smile that would make the most senile
Annoying old man bite his tongue
I'm not done
She's got eyes comparable to sunrise
And it doesn't stop there
Man I swear

She's got the cutest laugh I ever heard
And we can be on the phone for three hours
Not sayin' one word
And I would still cherish every moment

Call it dumb, call it luck, call it love, or whatever you call it but
Everywhere I go I keep her picture in my wallet like here

Take a look at my girlfriend

C'mon Eme, she's not worth your time. Not a sec of it, okay?

Tell me a reason worth dying for

2007-07-24T23:36:00.000+08:00

BEFORE I START THE POST, I MUST ANNOUNCE THAT I HAVE FINISHED HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS. IT WAS FANBLOODYTASTIC, EFFING BRILLIANT. I'm filled with mixed emotions now however, I'm upset its closure to Harry Potter now but glad it's finally over :) It was good, the 7 books were nothing falling short of wonderful.

Anyway the weather today was swell (Y) it made me happy throughout the day so school was alright overall. SS test sucked, poor time management, discussed more funfair planning & stuffs but ntg came outta it owell. After school, headed to TM with Sf to get her hair cut while I studied beside her. Poor girl cheer up okay, I'll be there for you tmr I promise :) home with her and she bathed, then we headed to mary's place for study session which was quite productive good! Camwhored too haha then home I went.

Chinese songs are quite sad after all and its weird not having my parents around. Anyway, a few days ago I said I'd change, and.. here I am :) i'm gna prove it to you. Anw, I hope you know I miss you B!

A million possibilities, it's been this long.

2007-07-23T01:53:00.001+08:00

ITS 0153AM AND IMMA READ MY HARRY POTTER BEFORE I GO TO BED. WHOOHOO NEVER BEEN HAPPIER IN DAYS!!!! :) so happy times ten.

You can call me selfish,
but all I want is your love
You can call me hopeless, baby
I'm hopelessly in love
You can call me unperfect,
but who's perfect
Tell me what I've gotta do
To prove that I'm the only one for you
What's wrong with being selfish.

Stick around forever, okay?

Futuresound lovesex

2007-07-22T23:43:00.000+08:00

Hello blog I had a very good weekend. Me and B went out after 234327432647 years. Made her specs, had Vienamese noodles at Raffles city. Sat outside Suntec and camwhored to the max, cabbed to Mediacorp after that to catch SAJC's dancefest, Rapture. It was good, we only saw Tiffany dance once, there were too many people haha. The houses were gorgeous amg, walked out all the way, screaming at Superman boy with Charlene. OMG super cute swooooons.

Had supper at Liquid kitchen with B & gang. Everyone was complaining of hunger non stop, KJDSHFDASHFLDASFHAHLESHJDSFDSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSHFBASHGFESUYGFUHASDGCJABHFSEBDDDDDDDDDDDDHFASULCAHDSGFAGHFADSHJCDASHFDJASFHLDAFLDHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHLFASJJ T4WH I AM SO PISSED. LIZARD JUST TOLD ME ON THE PHONE A CRUCIAL PART OF THE HARRY POTTER STORY AMG I AM SO PISSED AND FRUSTRATED AMG AMG AMG. ANNOYING AS HELL.

So anyway, back to my day, we all rejoiced when food came (Y) then we cabbed home after that.
Today i went to study with Ry at parkway. Omg sian I hate studying. Left for honey's house after that and studied somemore. Her new room layout is damn shiok and I love her soooo much. SHE PASSED ME MY HARRY POTTER BOOK TODAY. (L)

Tiffany and the harry potter book HAHA

AMG WILLIAM HAHAHA.

Tell me tell me baby,

how come you don't wanna love me

Don't you know that I can't breathe without you

Trust the voice within

2007-07-20T00:47:00.000+08:00

Favourite photo of 2007. Why? Because by just looking at the photo, I can feel the love just emitting from it. Love it so much because it was taken right before one of our major midyear papers this year and I can just feel the confidence and encouragement just by looking at those smiles etched on our faces. Friends like these, irreplaceable :) 5stones forever, never been happier.

Ner's partyyy

I look like a freaking monkey/baboon hybrid

<3>

I'd better tuck in early. I'm going to chiong a maths tmr, I promised Roy today. Anw I was supposed to be serious in life since 17/07/07 hahaha rocks. I am not fufilling my own commitments. I am tired, should I even cont chem now? I only did 3 maths qns in the end Em loser ^^L nights.

I don't think I can afford to lose anyone right now, I might crumble. I've not felt emotionally weak for quite sometime.. so, stick with me okay? :)

Darling you give love a bad name

2007-07-19T22:51:00.000+08:00

I am quite happy right now, TGC (The gossip club) is thriving! I have demoted to being the Vice president because I knew less gossip than the former V.P who is now our President. We also have just appointed our head secretary who is current trying to find out more are psstpsst, good God Os in 3 months and we are like that hahaha YAY i love you two very very much, TGC forever. (P.S President we must buy our gossip bench soon)

School today was good, the weather was mighty fine once again. Fell asleep during chem and everyone commented because I was right infront of the Rajah haha. THEN PE was bad because we lost, Shufen is the worst goalkeeper in the universe hahaha could really hear Lou screaming at her.

Had sushi after school then headed to Abi's house with Shufen, it's srsly beautiful. Cabbed home after that for tuition yepp. The 9pm show is so good I really don't want it to end :( I have to get back to graphs and chem after this. I'm getting constant reminders abt Os and prelims gahh how horrid. Oh & there are a million people's birthdays today!

HAPPY SWEET 16 NERIZZA
HAPPY ENCHATED 18 PRISSY
HAPPY SWEET 16 ABI WONG
HAPPY ENCHANTED 18 LIAK

Ok, post sec school has been on my mind these few days. I really don't know, what if I can't make it? What if I tried so hard and yet fail to reach my own goals and expectations? They say if you try, you won't feel so bad if you fail. At least you know that you've done your best. But this, this isn't some stupid test, it's practically the path to your future. What if I did try my best and all my efforts come to naught at the end of the day? What if I don't make it to my dream school, how would I feel? What would I do? To be honest, I'm scared. I'm scared of not being able to attain what I want. I would feel like the world's biggest loser srsly. Everyone's working so hard around me, I feel like sloth good God wake up Eme wake up. Someone told me sthg that srsly woke me up and made me feel very horrible about myself. What have I been doing with my life omg, I am gg through mid-life crisis. With no proper CCA and null CCA points ha I feel kinda pathetic. I've wasted my sec school extra cirriculum luh srsly. What's the point? OMG what if I die one day before my Os, like contract malaria or smthg and am unable to sit for the paper? Will all my efforts really go down the drain just like that, 3 months of hardwork gone in the snap of the fingers? HOW I feel void of confidence this very moment. I've never felt like I really couldn't make it. I need something, someone to tell me I can do it, with confidence. Someone who's able to help me have faith in myself, the way he/she has faith in me. Amg if I had one wish, I'd relive my Sec school life and make it right. Wake me up when September ends

Ok just a piece of my mind. I feel slightly better :) perhaps its just the intangible pressure everyone's unknowingly putting on me. Tmr will be a better day. Hmm I need cheesy pizza and throat medicine now mensus go away, I can put this moodswing blame on you at least.

I need a change, no, I need TO change.

MESSES HAIR HAHAHA.

2007-07-19T00:29:00.000+08:00

Quick post before I hit the sheets and have a quick phonecall. Today was good, the weather was being such a darling. Lessons were relatively fine and my cramps killed me. My moodswings were like a see-saw, I drove everyone mad. I almost pushed Yx and Abs off the stairs and I drew moustaches and wrote senseless song lyrics on Sf's diary (Y) Took photos with Val's camera and annoyed Lou like hell during chapel. Cool day for school, not many lessons.

Home then Eve came over. We gossiped like there was no tmrw zomg, presidents of the gossip club srsly :) anw love you dearest. 24hour movie marathon after the Os go Eme! Ok, I'd better get going. My bloodbank is going backrupt.

P.S I AM SICK. I NEED TO BE PAMPERED WITH KFC AND CHEESY PIZZA. (HINTS)

Till death.

2007-07-18T21:56:00.001+08:00

I HATE YOU HANSHENG YOU FREAKING BASTARD. GO TO HELL I HATE YOU.

I FEEL SO SAD AND ANGRY FOR SHIXUAN SOBS RIVER MEKONG.

Could it be, that you're joking with me

2007-07-16T23:57:00.000+08:00

Even a mere 45 mins wth Pomt could put a smile on my face. Okay, a smile on my face is an understatment. That 45 mins made me choke on my food, convulse into hacking coughs, almost puke out my dinner and drop dirty tissue into my horfun, champion girl (Y) 9pm show over exciting. I missed you, i'm glad we got to spend time.

Anyway, I talked to Chai today! Updates updates, love you girl :) love phonecalls with you. Hahaha anyway we were talking about a changed someone and srsly, I lo-lo-love the new you, absolutely HAWHAW.

You dance around my head throughout the day
a want, a wish, a will to have my way
and when I fumble over words you smile
you'll kiss my cheek and say, "I like your style."

DECLARATION:

From tomorrow onwards, 10/07/07, EMERY will solemnly swear to be serious in life. CHIONG AH STUDY TILL WE DIE OF CAKE SPASM, ACE PARTNER 6 POINTS! WHOOHOO SAJC & ACJC HERE WE COME.

Racial Harmony festivity!

2007-07-16T20:06:00.000+08:00

Before I start on today, I must announce that I am a disgrace to my mankind and I give no credit to my race. I am sorry my fellow air stewardesses hahaha. Everyone said I looked like a freaking Sarong party girl, now that's hot hawhaw. I look so awesomely splendid I am ashamed of my uncouth behaviour and half the world saw my knickers.. O.O eyesore.

Happy ChiDianLaySian day everyone! Mixture of all the zhong zu, anti racial riots pray for world peace. Good god, am I exhausted I feel like ripping out my brain. Racial harmony day was annoying, lovely time cheering for the 'models' today, esp Honey omg you blow my brains babe you sho fine sizzleeee. It was damn stuffy in the costume, thank god 5/6 of our lessons were in air-con.

Chinese listening was fairly alright, I hope to get a distinction for it. Made my specs with Valove after school, so freaking tiring but so happy have new specs :) Amg i wanted to faint on the dumb floor and stop my heart pumppumppump SO TIRED fatigue is overwhelming, washing over my body like a roaring tide hawhaw.

Finally gonna spend some time with my POMT again tonight, gawd I've missed her and her insanity.

Ruiyi: Bitter oblivion says:
IT IS ALMOST TIME.
Eme says:
HAHAHA YES.
Eme says:
15 MINS
Ruiyi: Bitter oblivion says:
SHIVERS SPASMS SHAKES
Eme says:
DAMN IT GOT SO MUCH HOMEWORK TO DO FEEL LIKE DYING.
Eme says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Eme says:
CONVULVES FITS ROTATES

Always have shitfilled convos with her, not counting the serious ones on life love and relationships luh. Hahaha okay it's almost time. I'd better go put on shorts and a shirt that doesn't let people see muh boobies. Photo galore, drumroll please, PRESENTING THE BIGBIRDMORON AKA ANITA MUI HIDE FROM PAPARAZZI FREAK.

AMG CONVULSES.

Please look at Smells omg.

Hello moron

Gorgeous blondie Tania

Hei she hui nan ren

4B1 rep and Val, englishlove

We are prim & proper ladies

4some english

My fellow sisterhood

Look at Candice the great

And now Valerie the great

I am the most decent and sane looking awesome.

POMT WHERE'S THE MADNESS

OMG SPASM BEST FREAK COSTUME SINCE FOREVER STARTED.

DEAREST

Sf you are starting to remind me of a korean fishmonger, minute eyeballs pls

HEI SHE HUI

Sardine!

Pretty girls

STUPID LOU I HATE YOU COS YOU LOVE _____ MORE THAN ME

CROUCHING MONSTERS HIDDEN SERPENTS

Mrs bhatia so pretty omgz.

TOGETHER WE'RE INVINCIBLE. (Sf why yr face always so boring buaytahan)

I DIG BOOBS, CREDITS TANNY.

Well, that's my day. The clique is influencing me to be vulgar tsk wtv. OK must meet Ry now for tehpeng (Y) Byebye.

There's this girl I know who's so weird and hypocritical its so gross & highly annoying ewww. Stop acting so suck up, kthxbye.

I need to stop bitching with everyone, srsly. But tsk everyone's so bitchy too awzzz okay bye luh bye.

All the pain in the world can't stop us tonight,

for we have each other :)

Snape snape severse snape

2007-07-15T23:49:00.000+08:00

They say thatteenagers scare the living shit outta me. Haha Sardine was telling me, kids these days are one of a kind. Haha I am for the motion man :)

The weekends were awesome 10 (y)s thumbsup. My friday the 13th was relatively fine. Saturday afternoon was spent at telok ayer whereever that is, so freaking hot me and Valove wanted to faint on the spot and drop dead. Walked for hours, carrying vietnamese food haha. Then went ann siang, and headed to penisular plaza after that. Found precious stuffs there ;)

Met Daryl and gang at the mrt, cabbed to Ner's place with Sardine. We talked and yay got to know her better, Ner's party was nice and cosy. Good movies, good food and great company! Happy sweet 16th darling Ner. Haha cabbed out with Tania and picked B on the way. Watched Scoop at my place and we both fell asleep halfway through the movie (Y) woke up at 0900am for tuition then finished watching Scoop. Stoned my whole day eating, sleeping, reading and watching movies. Caught Dodgeball and Cheaper by the Dozen! B is damn rude and has freaking no manners, she digs into the apple pie without first cutting it for my family, champion girl no.1 :) haha love you love you long time luh.

TOMORROW IS RACIAL HARMONY DAY CUM CHINESE LISTENING I AM SO EXCITED TO LOOK GOOD TOMORROW HAHA BYE GUYS (K) NIGHT & PHOTO GALORE.

Jazziel and kelly!

:)

(L)

Non stop chicken wings

Clowns and honey.

MONSTER ZOMG

Sardineeee

Can you see Vally in the mirror :)

Young girl, don't cry

I'll be right here when your world starts to fall.

Just you and me baby

Life is full circle

2007-07-14T11:25:00.000+08:00

Damn it, I need to return the shutter cd and I'm so lazy haha. Before I start of, must wish the happy birthday's first. Happy sweet 16th Nerizza, Annabella and Nicole! :)

Ok, yesterday was Friday. Tgif, friday I'm in loveee. After school, me and Val went to Lou's play to get the cd and play the organ and to read 8days mag. Cabbed back to my place and Candice came over. Watched Shutter, talk cock eat noodles play guitar and just basically hung out :) It was a nice way to spend the friday afternoon.

Did some work after they left then went to meet Lizard and Tanny at the prata shop. We stoned most of the time, Ben Chew joined us around 2300pm & we caught up. T'was nice talking to him after so long and all :) Home after that wheeeeeee.

Today would be kinda rush I guess but I'm looking forward to it hahaha. Finally a day where I can go out wearing my outside clothes haha.

I love you V

Lou and Vally

Freaking look like drunkards

Well quite alot has been on my mind the past few days. I feel like there are certain things falling apart and certain people being the world's most horrible annoyance tsk guess I have to learn to accommodate and be accepting. Owell :) buay tahan haha bye!

ANNOYING LITTLE BITCH.

Never thought I'd miss you so much

2007-07-13T00:30:00.000+08:00

Hello today is good. I CAUGHT HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF THE PHOENIX. Shufen was so scared at certain parts and Vally was so annoyed. The show was 10 (y)s :) okay I just love the potter boy luh haha.

Anyway thank you Gang for being such strong pillars of emotional support. Talking and making me laugh and stuff yay esp Lou and her stupid mr bean shit, swear it made me laugh like an idiot. Shufen was suprisingly nice too :) hehe I love my friends and thank you Rlim for listening to everything first thing in the morning haha.

Home after the movie for my inpromtu guitar lesson with P, it was good. I learnt A minor and C today, my fingers are uber sore ew then B also came over and we played with the rabbit and AMG PRISSY ATE RABBIT SHIT COS MY AIMING DAMN GOOD AND IT FLEW INTO HER MOUTH HAHAHA champion woman (y) printed out my lit and stuffs, Shutter and steamboat tmr? Heh okay byee lalalala baby life is wonderful :)

We could sit talking till the morning light, strumming the guitar to songs like Deep and Meaningless as well as I Just Want You to Know.

I love you.

Can you handle this?

2007-07-11T23:27:00.000+08:00

I adore playing the guitar srsly, but I just wish there was someone to kiss my finger tips after that cos it hurts like crap and it's really sore and all. Blisters are forming, boooo. Then again, I wna play the guitar for that certain someone too so heh :) And Mss, that's you.

Anyway I went to the hairdresser's today and screwed my hair up on impulse. Srsly when I'm emotionally unstable I tend to vent it on my hair haha but wtv got new stationary and books with mummy. Talked to her abt the big L too on the way home yay mummy (Y) can't wait till she leaves for Bali ;) my headache's killing me and I just rmb I got a prankcall this afternoon from someone who is really bad at prankcalling haha. Let me show them who's the bomb yo!

I believe in you & me, I'm not gonna let this go just yet.

Listen to this girl if you give me one shot
I will love you forever now
No man will do you better now
Love is a risk
But if you give me one shot
I will show you your the only girl
In the world who can
Give me this feeling
Baby, that's how I feel about you
Your one in a million
I'd rather die than live without you
We can't miss
So if you give me one shot
We can do it girl

Lalala I got the new stephen king book and it's pretty alright luh pretty dragging at times for being New York's best seller but then again ALMOST EVERY BOOK is new york's best seller haha & OMG

HARRY POTTER TMRW! :D xoxo.

There's no brighter side to this

2007-07-11T14:59:00.000+08:00

Been long since I last cried like River Mekong, it feels refreshing (Y)

Anyways, school today was bad. I was in such a foul mood for no reason at all, found out only why at home coolio I can read minds. 3 periods of both A and E maths in a row, killerboy but t'was good (L) relative velocity to the max.

Yx was super annoying today please. From kicking my chair during chapel to breathing like a dragon when I was teaching her physics champion girl but nvm I will tolerate her HEE HEE HEE home right after school. I need to go popular, I need a haircut too! Zomg my stomach hurts again & get well soon Abby! :)

Sianjipua I've got E maths paper 2 to do and I finally understand radioactivity whoohoooo. Ok, better go and get it done. And I'm trying to tune the guitar but failing tsktsk.

Trust the voice within.

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away,
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

This one's for you, B :)

Wheeeeeeeeee mummy quick come home and bring me out.

2007-07-10T00:02:00.000+08:00

The closest thing I feel right now to is, shit.

My head is throbbing, my nose is running, my ulcers are fecking hurting amg my throat's sore. I just popped a panadol, my eyes are hot and painful. Someone please take care of me? K catch up on sleep time, it's the earliest I'm sleeping in 2 months, midnight (y) minutes after midnight hahaha okay lame.

Take a break, you must be tired from constantly running through my mind.

Hey there, goodlooking!

Call me irresponsible

2007-07-09T22:27:00.000+08:00

School resumed again today, coolness (y)(y) Anyway, it was alright. I was talking alot of cock today in school, lessons were fine and the school mini mart is the bomb with its nachos. Headed to Abs's place after school, study session with Shufen Abs and Caro under the shades in the porch so cool yet hot at certain times. Shufen pinned her hair up haha so kewt and pretty. Studied till 6 plus then walked home with her for tuition.

Tuition killed me, I HATE A MATHS RELATIVE VELOCITY. Freaking hell, srsly drained my brains they were shagged after tuition. Watched tv and here I am, feeling so damn pissed because I have two ulcers on my gums, history is repeating itself screw it man.

Good mood good mood come on! My week's plans are insane and I really can't wait for Thursday! Me Richa and Val were hugging and screaming like maniacs today about it :):) wah buay tahan I (heart) HARRY POTTER HARRY HARRY POTTER HOI! My ulcers are screwed, they're giving me gum ache and headache feckinghell I feel sick. Ok, I'm going now xoxo homies.
Idrgaf, Isbcamg. Wdyhttmbslttatwpwwifrtat :)

Owell, Happiness comes in many forms. In the company of good friends, in the feeling you get when you make someone else's dream come true, or in the promise of hope renewed. It's okay to let yourself be happy, because you never know how fleeting that happiness might be

LUCAS: "So, you know, if we're both feeling the love, what are we doing in a cemetery?"
PEYTON: "There's somebody I want you to meet. Hi, mom. It's me. So, this is Lucas, the boy
I've been telling you about. Look what he's done. He's got me smiling. Can you believe it?"
LUCAS: "Hey, Mrs. Sawyer. I just want you to know that Peyton's the best thing I have in my life. I wouldn't even be here if it wasn't for her."
PEYTON: "Likewise. "

Amg, so sweet oth :)

Maybe our love will catch like fire
As it burns through me
What a beautiful smile
Can It stay for a while
On this beautiful night
We'll make everything right

2007-07-09T00:51:00.000+08:00

effing funny please.

2007-07-08T22:17:00.000+08:00

Hello, the weekends are ending again buaytahan I tell you. Well, I've got pictures today to share with you guys hiphip hooray. My heart is pumping for love, pumping for love. Anyway, school's starting again tomorrow, I'm learning to seek solace in my 2nd home now. Stress is setting in, and it's rather unbelievable I'm trying to studying every day whoohoo.

Friday was spent study with Yh, Caro, Ry & Zy. Val came and met us for dinner. We had fries competition and zomg best, can die. So Val is the winner as her mouth is so big :) congrates girl. Got home around 9plus10 and played iSketch (y) Prissy and B came over around 1plus and we watched Supernatural and P fixed up my dvd player, good flend. Watched house of wax and went to bed only at 0530am. Stoned the whole Satuday away, slept in late and ordered fast food again (y) cooked dinner for mum at midnight and ate durians. Talked about silly stuff and play song games till we fell asleep, B, not my mum.

Dragged myself up for tuition again. Then met Ry and we went to study with the rest again. It was productive to a certain extend, then me and Caro watched "Dude where's my car?" It's quite retarded heh. Dinner with Ry and Zy then home.

1 packet of large fries each in our mouths (Y)

When your world breaks down, and the voices tell you turn around, I will carry you :)

Hello lady

Always fight in BK

Hello Yh Ry Eme

Bestfriendforever love!

Okay, great weekend. I miss spending my weekends with Shufen and Vally but owell I'm seeing them tomorrow in school and guess what,

I AM CATCHING HARRY POTTER ON THURSDAY WHOOHOO I LOVE YOU VAL FOR BOOKING TIX O HARRYLOVE! I AMMMM OVER THE MOOOOOOOOONNNNN! :):):)

Okay, Eme can sleep a happy girl tonight. Till Thursday then. Whoohoo! KTHXBYE, xoxo.

What more can I ask for?

My heart is pumping for love

2007-07-06T00:04:00.000+08:00

I feel oddly numb tonight, must be the psychoing I did to myself the entire day. Anyway I gave school a miss today like I had predicted I would yesterday. I woke up thinking I had contracted heat stroke and Ry, dengue. So fell back asleep after mumbling rather incoherently to Dad and the maid whoohoo ^^v

Got up at 0959am and tried to brew my own tehpeng, to no surprise, it tasted just like water and condense milk. I succumbed to making those ready made milk teas. Ry called and we both headed to her dad's office to study. It paid off a little, I understand organic chem a tab bit more now. Walked under the killer sun, playing silly lyrical games and recieved a prankcall from Kiahwee and gang, tsk. Home sweet home and then Roy came for tuition. I adore Amath Vectors (Y)

Thank you friends for your concern and for missing me. I miss you guys too! :) I am so lethargic, my room has a new layout, yet again. Come over and check out my crib yo. Ok, I'd better go soon so ciao xoxo.

Fact of the day: I have gross armpits and lotsa plans for the weekends, ok bye byeeeeee. & I miss you leh.

OMG SO EFFING FUNNY!!!!!!!!

So many people in this world, and all you need is one.

2007-07-05T01:24:00.000+08:00

I annoyed most people online today with my singing. Ry played a guessing game where I would give her 2$ if she could guess 9/10 songs I was singing. Poor girl, she didn't win. Love you all the same :-)

On a brighter note, I have finished my Lit essay. 3 hours and 9 minutes in total, that was how long it took. I am wonderful, seriously. Anyway, I am contemplating going to school tomorrow. Perhaps I'd stay at home and study really productively with aircon. However, my aircon really sucks right now so perhaps I would use my sister's room. No distractions, no computer (y) I am rather sleepy, I shall hit the sheets soon. Global warming is really taking a toll on me.

I'm dying to watch your face when I walk away.

I know it's you I can't forget, bang bang shoot shoot. Things to do tomorrow if I don't head to school:

2 more Lit essays (y)
A maths Misc 16 and 17
Call any friend for homework
Practice E Math trigonometry
Organic chemistry

Okay, I promise I will accomplish all of the above tomorrow if I do not go to school :-D I will. Goodnight loves, xoxo!

You're so untouchable, & I'm so terrible at this.
I am a happy girl tonight!

You're brighter than.. sunshine :)

2007-07-03T23:26:00.001+08:00

Disclaimer:

EH WAHLAO STOP PUTTING ME DOWN ALREADY OKAY. VERY FUN MEH? I TELL YOU AH I'M SICK OF IT, THE NEXT PERSON WHO DOES SO, I WILL PLUCK OUT YOUR EYEBROW HAIR URGGGG I FEEL LIKE SHIT. I AM NOT THAAAAAAAAAT BAD OKAY. STICKS AND STONES MAY BREAK MY BONES BUT WORDS WILL NEVER HURT ME. I THINK. I AM DAMN AGITATED AND SAD. BUAY TAHAN.

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Candy said indirectly that my posts are very immature and childish, for example, "I wanted to kill myself but the dumbshit razor blade slipped outta my hands and dropped into the dustbin!" Okay, I shall change my style of writing. I shall inculcate matureness into my writing formats (I bet it won't last) K before I start this mature shit, let me say my last: BUAY TAHAN!!!!!

Alright, let us be practical here. No gibberish nor broken English. School was just average today, the heat wave was still pretty smothering. (Buay tahan) I'm flabbergasted that no one has fainted, yet. As forseen, I shall be deemed first. The school has once again proven itself to be plain idiotic. Just when the MOE had announced it's visit on the 6th July 2007, there has been an influx of potted plants. Quoting Valerie, "The school looks like a jungle!" Indeed. I am lost for words.

The pleasant few periods would of course be none other than the breaks, as well as Literature. It was comfortably spent in the Library where the gang attempted to study but it was pretty much furtile. A quarrel broke out between me and Shufen, yet again. Physical and verbal abuse were exchanged and tension was high. However, I couldn't stop giggling. The scene in front of my was far too tickling. Thank goodness, Shufen relented and gave in to me so I too, want apologise for breaking the promise I made to you as well (of never hurting you), all's well.

Shufen and I both studied in the school library, both of us being rather restless. We were exhausted and the heat was not doing us any favours. It drained our body of every ounce of energy, driving me to a point where I wanted to tear my hair out. What a hilarious sight, I presumed.

Candybaby joined us, not long after. Studying was not any more productive with her as her conducive hours were only after 9pm. Shufen left for a piano tuition, me and Candy thus headed to heartland for an hearty lunch of KFC. We walked around Heartland and chatted about everything under the sun. Took a bus home with her and fell asleep till 9pm, waking up to KFC AGAIN. I was exasperated, I've been having fast food for the past 5 days non stop. Good on you Eme, your body deserves credit for taking in so much fat.

I have to attempt my Literature right now and head to bed. I'm not feeling very well, good night.

You know the keys to my heart,
the way to make me smile,
yet you don't know that you're able to.

I think that she knows

2007-07-03T22:28:00.000+08:00

Hello wo de le you yu zhen (depression) I can't feeling like dying without thinking of the chinese Orals and how badly I screwed it up boooxbuaytahan.

K the weather was so damn mfingly humid, everyone was srsly melting, thank God orals was in aircon. I managed to survive school with a mere 2++ hours of sleep, good on you Eme. I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE I WAS SO SCARED DURING ORALS ZOMG.

After orals, waited for Shufen then went home to bathe. Abs called and came over, we both went to Macs after that to Rachel's rescue which just ended up us spazzing around. Saudrina and Nats were there too! :D Sat down talk rot laughed screamed annoyed the whole of Macs. Bumped into alot of non-PL Lites for the first time. Then Daryl Charlene and Jazieel popped by for a while and we all went home close to 9pm.

K that sums up my day. My room is so humid, bloody aircon. Schooool pleaseeeee, quick end :( i think I might just die soon rahhhhh. Ohwell new timetable's out, tmrw's a brand new day in school. Everyone cheer, hipx2hooray! Bye xoxoxo.

I'm scared too, more than you in fact.
I don't think I'm ready for this, still too many insecurities

Who is that girl I see?

2007-07-03T00:44:00.000+08:00

Come on over, come on over baby.

Hello today marks the 3rd day of July, also the day of my O levels Orals and I'm still awake! Wunnerful anyway I'm beginning to love Humphrey more and more, treating her as my Baby. B loves it much too, right? HAHA especially when it nibbles her toes.

I spent today with:

Greedy apple pie B

Some study session, pals

So last night I fell asleep late after watching Man of the House and MTV Top 20 pop hits countdown while gorging on apple pies and tea with B! Felt like ultimate lazy pigs. Hahaha then woke up in the afternoon and headed down to Parkway to meet Ry and Yh for studying session which failed. Ended up spazzing and heading back for dinner nearby, watched 9pm show and got free tehpeng (Y)(Y) Feel so happy now, not even school can get me down! :D

I've got to know something this weekend which made me glad. And then other things which made me sad but well, the good triumphs over the bad baby! Yummyay my throat's being a bitch, how to go for orals huh? I'm looking foward to tehpeng with Ry tmrw+9pm show :) holy I would sing forever give you my heart, mighty King of heaven!

R was just telling me abt her stuffs and a certain question hit me. Would you choose someone who would be able to make you happy and not make you cry but you don't love her yet OR would you choose someone who hurts you constantly and makes you cry but knowing you love her deeply? Follow your heart I guess, but srsly does being practical count in a r/s? Or does love override all the bad things? I'd rather have bad times with you than good times with someone else. I wonder, which is it? Ohwell, don't be so confused girl I love you!

I'd better head to bed soon night night.

Now you know what it feels like.

Email my heart

2007-06-28T16:31:00.000+08:00

Hello I just deleted a junk of stuff that Shufen wrote and accidently saved it as a draft lol. Anyway, I felt emotionally heavy for no damn reason and I've finally found out why. It was just me missing her so much, I just had a 1++ hour conversation with her on the phone and I'm glad things are back to the way they once were. :) You will be my children's godma, mini Candices haha.

Anyway school today was pleasant. Abs constantly brightens my day by not getting angry especially when I almost tipped pulled her down the stairs with me. Bingo and writings all over our legs of senseless names and doodles. Love you girl! I wrote a big M's name on Lou's leg.

Walked to Shufen's house after school, I was melting in the scorching sun please. Surprisingly she was rather patient with me today especially after me and R had a yelling fit on the phone and she said she would cook maggi me for me if I couldn't eat the shit R bought, aww. Watched tv and had lunch, then Mary came over to study. Shufen fell asleep and we jumped on her and she woke up mumbling crap haha. Home for tuition after that and watched tv!

Thanks Loubro for listening to my woes, I've got to update you tmr heh. K I've got to get up at 0600am tomorrow and its 0127am, zomg screw you Eme. Byeee I'd better get going and update my LouPod haha kbye I have a sore throat.

Wonder if you do.

You'll never see me fall apart

2007-06-27T23:45:00.000+08:00

See that small black and white box, yeah that's me. Gosh, Vally is so ultimatly retarded she makes me laugh. I LOVE YOU VALLYLOVE! :D

Cool, I just spilled my bitchsecret to B. I feel better, slightly, knowing that someone's kinda understands gahhh I should hit the sheets soon, it's almost 1. A brand new day tmr God I pray I'll feel better than this. Anyway, thank you B for listening.

-

I was just thinking and I've realised that I've got secrets that would kill even the closest friendships I have, good God what am I thinking?

Anyway school today was tiring. I was really restless and I was dozing off in most of the classes. I've relived my bingo days in Term 2 thankfully, it cures Additional Mathematics brainpain. Stayed back a little for Chinese orals then headed to Huogang mall for lunch with Shufen and Vallymonster.

I think I've been talking alot the past few days so thanks everyone for listening. Anyway, I'll be studying with Vallylove every night from today onwards. Our first session was productive, I finished some A maths and my Lit essay and she did just as much. So we're gonna continue our virtual study session and she can see my unglamness everynight boo but nvm, I love you girl! :D Haha it's fun and we can talk about all sorts of shit and help each other with qns. Thanks for listening to me talk cock abt so&so and so&so.

Omg, I feel super bitchy now I can't believe I'm actually thinking this way. Gosh you whore you're such a slutttt. I'd better continue my work and keep my mind off certain things, tee hee hee. And happy birthday Charlene! :) And study hard B, don't give up! You can kiss my toes.

Boy, does that make you weep?

P.S bitchbitchbitchbitchbitchbitchbitchbitchshutupbitchstoptalkinginmymind.

Look at the stars

2007-06-26T23:20:00.000+08:00

(Edit)
Thank you Jenny and Caro for the presents today, they were lovely. Jenny's present made everyone hate her for giving it to me hahaha. Anyway,

Happy birthday Ann Na! :) sweet 16th.

Well someone's turned 16 again, so many birthdays this month. Which reminds me, I've gotta do Candice's present and Monday's timing for school is 7:25am - 16:40pm OH MY FREAKING GODZILLA buay tahan, so many hours in school. I think I'd zonk out by 12pm. Tee hee hee.
Sleep time goodnight & goodbye. And by the way,

I am so damn fucking pissed.

(/Edit)

My ulcer is killing me to a point I have to pop panadols, this is bad. But it doesn't deter me from throwing Rach's love over the toilet to Lou who is peeing, it doesn't stop me from running around the canteen playing catching with Rach and it definitely doesn't restrict me from eating 4 chawamushis, 6 fried tofus and countless sushis, with a big bowl of udon, 5 water melons and strawberry smiles! :D

I went to the library with Lou today! Got myself yummy chick stories, awesome. Had a good time with Bro yay I love you.

The clique A's sushi tradition died down this term, sadly. And so ends up, only me and Abs bothered to make it so we had our anni celebration. I laugh my brains out with her, so bloody funny, I almost banged down the lamp with my huge head OMG burst out laughing. Headed to her place after that, did some work and watched tv then walked home. I'm sooo tired, school is wearing me out. I have good feasible plans for Friday, I look forward to it (y)(y) Shufen wants to eat chilli crab hahaha.

I wna curl into a ball & die, I hate school hate prelim oral marks. I wish there was no school and I could live in a big mansion with Abs Shufen Lou Rachel Vally Yuxuan and Candice till I rot and die. :D HAHA big dreams. Bye bye then wanna read my book.

Mamamia, here I go again
my my, how can I resist you. ;)

2007-06-26T00:03:00.000+08:00

Create your own Friend Test here

Please attempt it, it's quite easy if you know me well srsly. :D I'm going to study SS soon, I think. Hahaha.

Cry me a river

2007-06-25T22:35:00.000+08:00

Two words to sum up school today (I think all of you can already see it coming but wtv):

"BUAY TAHAN!"

So apparently some of us became hokkien freaks today, me with my non stop buaytahan, Shufen's sibei wtv, Vally calling me a cb and all the dumb shits. Monday blues weren't as bad as I thought it would be because there were no lessons till 10am! :D

Teasing rose skyhigh about me and my lover (HAHAHA) especially when she said the wrong stuff with the slip of her tongue but it's okay polar bear of my life slash vanilla latte, I still love you very much and I will honour the promise I made with you this morning okay. I promise, no quarrels this term only happy times happy times.

I missed school food and making a hell lot of noise in school, I only realised how much I missed the gang when I went to school today! Though it was such a bitch, waking up so godamn early. To add a cherry on top to my tiring day, we had excusion to Jurong island which left me a throbbing headache and an aching mouth because of my ulcer. God, I srsly wanted to die. Fell asleep on the bus ride back and woke up to a stiff neck. Had dinner at Macs with Abs and Rach, talked cock sing song. So&so's name is still branded in hot pink on my wrists and * is a good kisser. Okok secrets in and out moohaha.

I am going to the library tomorrow and I'm going to have sushi! I am so mega happy hoo-rah! Walkathon this Friday where all we're gonna do is eat chips and walk till we decompose into thin air. And I'm gonna catch Nancy drew after that or smthg, this is such a lenghthy wordy post. I can't wait for Racial Harmony day, I'm going to dress up as the Empress Dowager! Shufen you can be my king and the rest can be our children HAHAHA I am so bored, school is totally repulsive. Ulcer you whore, why so painful sobs.

Okay I guess I'd better go off now. I'm kinda sleepy and thanks Yixiu for the panadol today, it kinda saved my life. I am so screwed for art btw, I feel.. floaty kbye I'm feeling happy right now.

You're adorable.

Emotions

2007-06-24T23:36:00.000+08:00

My mind is swimming with thoughts and I think I just talked alot of cock to Ry and Abs. Well I need to say this out to different people but I have no guts.

Well first of all, I would say, "I'm crazy about you, but you'll never know it."

Anyway, buaytahan just now I said I would study for SS but I ended up reading B's storybook and then we went for chilli crab AGAIN. Screw me, my life revolves around food, friends and freaks. The 3 Fs hahaha I'm playing, I'm having chilli crab again this week with V & T too oh my God compulsive Crab disorder. I can't help it, I ordered 16 MANTOUS today HAHAHA.

Buaytahan, damn good I love mantous, I love chilli crab (y)(y) I just realise that there's school tomorrow and thank goodness I'm feeling rather sleepy. Chemistry excursion tomorrow till late, school is such an asswipe. Anyway, thank goodness my holidays were well spent! :D I shall get going now, gnight y'all.

I'm so lazy to sleep & I miss you.

She is everything

2007-06-24T18:23:00.000+08:00

Kapkunca (that's thai by the way) it's finally Sunday and school is reopening tomorrow, alas! I can't bear the thought, srsly I think I'm living in self denial, Shufen's been telling me to get a grip. My appetite's getting larger and larger.

My last week of the holidays were fantastic. I spent time with B and Ry almost everyday. Thursday, I went insane and sent dumb texts to T who is such an asshole hahaha. Well, I wished thursday didn't happen but thats Ry, B, Vally, Zenghao, Yuhua and Jiarong for taking care of me the whole night! :D

Friday, I woke up feeling like shit. Studied finished my Physics with difficulty. Then headed to Macs at night to study with B and Prissy. Was there till 3am++ then went to bet at around 5am. Got up at 3pm the next day and tried studying more but I failed. Headed to compass in the night to mug with B but ended up catching up with Rlim, missed her and it was nice talking to her!

Cabbed to Vick's place after that and stoned at the pool side with T, V and B awesomexxx I waste my days away. Got home at 4am, made hot choc and read my SS notes. Woke up for tuition at 1030am this morning and wanted to die. I need a life, hello can I buy a life? On a brighter note, I have photos!

Ry

My tongue is so long.

What's with you and twists? ^^

Lovely company

They are so cute as girls

I am freaking craving for chilli crab boo-yah, socials time bye!

Told you I was with my crew when I know it wasn't true

2007-06-24T13:47:00.000+08:00

If I could turn back the hands of time..

I think I've said things I know I'd regret saying but god, this makes me feel like a fool.

TIME WILL TAKE US APART THATS TRUE, BUT I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU

2007-06-21T01:22:00.000+08:00

4 more days till quality clique A times! :)

Vallymonster so cute, look like fish I miss you

Love you girl.

Waking up this morning was torture. I was mumbling incoherently to Vally first thing in the morning, it was Shufen's call that only woke me up hahaha. Headed down to Lou's place after that.

Had maggi mee at her place, finished my book and played DDR. Tennis was totally called off haha headed to B's place after that. 5 mins into my studying, "OH MY GOD." Jon's milo spilled on my chem tys, my lap, the table, the chair and the bloody floor 0.0 I wanted to die, took like half an hour to clean up then decided that studying there wasn't conducive.

Went up to B's room where I studied and fell asleep on the bed twice, awesome. But I finished all my chem chapters today minus organic chem so three cheers to me. Had dinner with her family and watched some dumb swimming pool show which was so heart stopping my nails were constantly digging into B's skin, mum picked me at midnight. :D

Please let tomorrow be fun, amen. I shall complete all my Physics topics tmr, go Eme go. Bye world byeeeee need to wake up at 9AM tmrw

Searching for something that cannot be found

2007-06-20T00:03:00.000+08:00

I am so tired and sleepy, effects of waking up at 8 bloody AM. Went for breakfast at prata shop then photoshoot at the park. The photos were not bad. :)

Home to do impossible quiz until heartattack then travelled to the East again. Had horfun at Mandrine gardens with Zenghao and Jacq, cheer up Zh! :D Then studied at Marine Parade library for a while. East coast after that then headed to parkway where I got myself yet another book. Cabbed home feeling super sleepy. I'm so full, lets see what I ate today: I had 2 pratas, then a bowl of fish porridge, then horfun then prawn crackers then pretzal then duckrice. Omg I srsly think I've been gorging myself.

Love on a bus

I was so pissed, it was so hot!

Ry you dog.

Amg, I am so tired. I have tennis @ 8am tmr, I think I'm going to die soon pls pls pls make the days longer God. Sch is starting soon urg. Anws,

B, I want this book called A Place Called Here by Cecilia Ahern to top off the homebaked apple pie and handwritten letter & oh where are you, I miss you. :D

And when your dreams are fading, I'll be waiting

I will still love you

We're running, running

2007-06-18T22:42:00.000+08:00

V YOU LOOK SO CUTE HERE MAKE ME WNA GRAB YOU AND KISS YOU AND MUNCH YOU MHMMMM :E

I feel so terrible, I feel like puking my guts out. I think I ate too much shit today, omg the massive amount of crap(b)s I want to die. Anyway I finally have time to blog properly before studying. Lots of photos today. :D I ate sooo much today omg, had maggi mee when I woke up, then pasta, then chocolate cake then went to Thai express and ate fish then East Coast and ate crabs and chicken wings and MANTOU until wanna die. And I just ate crab yesterday. And 3 days ago. Omg Crab queen Eme.

Sweet16thPeek-tures! :)

Tennis at Lou's

Daryl Yow the pig

Lizard bliszard

Wo ai ni

Just like family. :D

Ry

Arbee

Bro is never ready for goodbye

Yeah this kinda sucks ahlian

Azu

Rachel Zince eme

The BFF

Candice hon

T Wong the Moron

Tania sweetheart

:)

Paddy's face HAHAHA

Poke ry poke

Hon perv

Tania

Kristieee

Thank you Ry Candice Eve Mary Abs Rachel Yuxuan Carolyn Clare Vally Lou Shufen Lizard Vick Cheez Tanny Su Wathone Shan Zince Azu Sivvy Yanyi Ann Bird Nats Sama Jiaying Nerizza Paddy Tania Melinda Pamela Sharmaine for coming or dropping by, thanks for all the presents cards hugs wishes and kisses. :) Sry if I've left anyone out!

And thanks Abs and Lou for singing and playing the guitar specially for me. Omg I really really wanted to cry okay! You two are ultra sweet. Thanks Rachel for trying too! I know you cut your finger for me heh. Thanks everyone for singing along too haha.

Today I overslept and woke up to 3 missed calls from Marisse and more birthday wishes! :D Then cabbed to Gardens after going online and bathed. Had a not very productive studdy session with Prissy Lizard and Sarah, Thai express for dinner then went to meet Ry's dad who drove me and Candice to East Coast for a feast which made me feel 11 months pregnant.

I have to STOP eating crab. Daryl just asked me to go and eat crab haha what the hell I am going to die soon. I can't wait to see Vanessa Chew Theodore and Mingwei this Wed, I hope. I wanna see Twin, miss her so much. ):

Screw it man, I feel like shit that the holidays are ending, gahhhhhhhhh save me. My table looks like a garden, I'm so lazy to studying. I've got such an early morning tmrw I want to die.

"The truth is that I'm afraid to be your friend because I'm always gonna want more. But then I got to thinking that I'd rather have you in my life as a friend than not at all. You know, that's a lie too. I want to take you out on a date. And I don't care if it's in the day or at night or whenever as long as it's a real date. And I want to tell you how beautiful I think you are, inside and out. And I want to have babies with you, and I want to marry you and I love you, I always have."

Okay bye bye.

16!

2007-06-18T11:59:00.000+08:00

Could it be, could it be, that you're joking with me
And you don't really see you and me

Oh Kaiser Chiefs you are the bomb. :)

Anyway good luck Ry for your trials! Me and Snailfrea-k cheering you on endlessly, WE LOVE YOU! (Humphrey's like our baby)

Okay, I'm late byeeeee

2007-06-16T00:41:00.000+08:00

THANKS TO THE FOLLOWING:

Mary, thanks for the lovely chocolate cake you baked and sent over to me. Yummy I love you! It was super sweet of you.

Thank you Eve for baking the cake too! It was so sweet of you to make yr way down to my house. I love you dearest!

Thank you honey for coming at midnight with the toothpick candle and donuts and birthday song. I love you so much! I missed you and am glad you're back!

Thank you Pomt for coming down and the singing and the present was so nice! I love you very much! The photos brought back memories, more of insane times please. Tmr will be a day. :)

Thanks for spending the whole of today with me and listen to me complain and listen to my joy! :) Tts. (BUT WHERE'S MY PRESENT)

Thank you for dropping the card at my doorstep @ midnight and wanting to be the first to call to wish me! Your letter made me tear it was soooo sweet and one in a million. I love you Goh Shufen my Soogar, my every line, every word, my everything! :D

AND RACHEL CHNG FOR HER LOVELY CUTE AWESOME MUFFINS BUT I DON'T HAVE HER PHOTO HAHAHA I LOVE YOU QUEEF. :D

Thanks for taking the effort to come all the way down! I love all of you. Thanks for the wishes and everything. :D

SWEET 16TH

2007-06-15T23:07:00.000+08:00

This post is to everyone who have qualms about my party!

Time: 3pm onwards (Food only comes in at 4pm)
Ends @ 0300AM.

You have to bring a DATE. :D

Dresscode: Ahlian/ Ahbeng / Twitshit
(Punishments for those who doesn't dress up!)

Any questions call: 90470318

Sweet16th! Gonna spread my wings, sweet 16! :)

Hello today I spent my day lazing around with Miss Lazy. Read books, had lunch and stoned. Then Rachel, Eve and Mary came over and surprised me with cakes and cupcakes! I love you 3, it was really sweet! :D

Then left the house around 9 after doing some door gifts hawhaw. Had dinner with Miss Lazy at the coffee shop, chilli crabs and mantou, super shiok. Bumped into Zenghao & his gf who sat with us for a while and laughed at stupid stuff. Then I'm home now! Am gonna bathe and do more doof gifts and then entertain Miss Lazy who's reading on my bed. :)

I had a good time with Daryl yesterday! Thanks him and Nats for the topshop card. :) Hahaha even though I am kinda sick of shopping but yeah thanks. Talked alot and then cabbed home at midnight. Wheeeeee okay shall go off now.

I love you, to death.

In fact, you're my autuation :)

2007-06-14T00:45:00.000+08:00

EVERYONE WHO DOESN'T DRESS UP FOR MY

SWEET 16TH, IS TO BE PUNISHED, LIKE SRSLY. :)

Heh heh, I can't wait to see how everyone looks like.

OMG RY SAYS ITS DAMN OBVIOUS WHO MY CURRENT INFACTUATION IS. OMGGGGGG KILL ME OMGGG asdfajfafahfkjafdafsdfa. I think I've gone mad. Dear God, I pray so&so doesn't find out, Amen. :) Omgomgomgomg Eme you are sososo screwed. How could I. I think I'm going madmadmadmadmadmadmadmadmad. Omgomgomg. Si liao.

Upp dvuf. :) Zpv nbef nf ep uijt, jn tpssz.

QUESTION OF THE DAY:

HOW MUCH HAVE RY AND EME CHANGED FROM 2005?

AND

AND

AND

AND

OMG, freaking Apes/gorillas

Hello today was boring. I attempted maths in the park with Ry, it was a failure. I barely did 5 questions! Then she came over and we went insane again. Anyway tennis again tomorrow with my girls :) Suntanning in other words hahaha so healthy. Okay, I shall go off now and clear my bed. Looks like a tornado just hit it, mum's kinda pissed when I told her I'm throwing everything away oh well. Byeee then

18th :)

POTATO HEAD

2007-06-13T18:32:00.000+08:00

Cheez's popsicle tongue

Cheez and zoeymoey

:)

Muhahaha

Sweetpeas

Nerbaby

Zoe and her yellow sch bus

The weirdo family

Abuse

Vee and Ner

Butts @ Play

<3

Wah, look at Ner

Love Zoe

So we had potluck at Vick's place yesterday! Watched Eternal sunshine of the Spotless mind, it was sad and sweet. Food was not bad haha we all ate till we were about to burst. Stoned in Vick's room and took lotsa photos, walked out with Zoe and then headed home.

Today, I was stuck on my Digital Fortress, Dan Brown is (y)(y). Had an appointment with the dentist, my teeth kinda feels achey now haha study group later at Maplewood park, I need this study group please or I'd never get down to studying. I am bitching about people online with Evie, we need to release HAHA I miss that girl :)

Ilytts, hope you're alright. <3

FIREFLY

2007-06-12T13:43:00.000+08:00

OMG I THINK I'M HAVING A HEART ATTACK. I JUST CHANCED UPON SMTHG ON FRIENDSTER OMGOMGOMG I'M HYPERVENTILATING OMG.

Okay, I think i've calmed down already. Anyway, Shufen just complimented me, one in a million girl!

Fern ORE SKA BAND! says:
you loook like a snail in one of the photos
Eme says:
I am gg to kick you
Fern ORE SKA BAND! says:
a very .....gigantic snail
Fern ORE SKA BAND! says:
hahaha
Fern ORE SKA BAND! says:
its true what
Fern ORE SKA BAND! says:
okok
Fern ORE SKA BAND! says:
a very ....very cute snail

I just had a noisy phonecall with Val and Rachel whom both just got my presents! Yay I love them both supermuch :)

You know the words so singalong for me baby

Our private little VIP section

Ner was sleeping

The girls

T-t-t-tania, tania :)

Ner's eyes

V's place

Hello morons

V and cheez

Eme and Tanny

Aw :)

Tumor head

Shocked cheez

Hey there goodlooking

Happy sweet 16th Baobeix

Hello happy sweet 16th Vicky baobeix, legal age for sex (like you give a damn) Hahaha I hope you had fun yesterday.

Had dinner at Plaza Sing with a big bunch of people. Tanny and Cheez were so annoying, the threw fries into my top what the dogs. Then we all travelled down to Tanjong Pagar and walked to Play.

Climax @ Play yesterday kinda sucked. It was boring, just that the company made up for it. Ended up play Chop chilli chop with Zoe Tania Chev and Ju, it was freaking funny! Watching the wild/hot girls on the dance floor was interesting too, lots of kissing and lesbian grinding ;) Left the club at 0130am for supper at the coffee shop opposite with Ann Na Cheez Tania and Vick. Then cabbed to Ann's place, watched tv, bathed and fell asleep close to 0400am. Woke up at 0530am cos of Tania and Cheez then went back to sleep again. Got up at 1100am and cabbed home, bloody tired.

Potluck in the evening again. My body feels like shit, I think I'm not used to another's bed. Hahaha, okay I shall go off now and do shit. I miss Shufen and Valerie now :( and I HAVE BEEN LIVING OFF CEREAL THE PAST FEW DAYS! Hahaha banana nut crunch madness mmhm.

Sometimes I think I let my feelings go too easily, resulting in.. this. Hahaha not that I'm regretting this, but it's like history repeating itself. So, I'm sorry in advance.:D

Okay wanna read my shopaholic and eat cereal and take a nap bye, xoxo :)

You're freaking me out

2007-06-11T15:15:00.001+08:00

Cheese, Vally cheese!

Gary snailllll

Honeybunny

Hello my back's damn painful, ta boleh tahan, limpeh buay tahan :( I wna lie in bed the entire day and rot okay.

This morning, I went to town alone to exchange my overalls. Ended up getting Yuxuan's and Candice's birthday present haha I feel like keeping Yuxuan's present for myself, it's so nice. I'm so sleepy yknw, I wna sleep nownownow.

Am gna bathe and attempt chem after this. My whole body's damn lethargic :( I miss alot of people right now. I felt like I haven't seen Clarebear in ages! I miss Chai too. My sister just came home, it's Climax@ play tonight, Veek's birthday celebration. We're gonna bring beehoon and masks hahaha. Okay, I ought to go and bathe now, I wna take forty winks too :D

I swear that you don't have to go,

I thought we could wait for the fireworks

She is everything I need

2007-06-11T01:35:00.001+08:00

"Tsk, you live to sleep and watch tv."
"I live to love you."

You're worth it all, really. I love you.
& I'm such a sucker for cheesy lines :)

-

Hello, today made me realise that boys are actually just as vulnerable as girls. Seeing the Wong brothers cry, broke my heart and I could almost feel the burden on them. Well, at least we know he is with God now, safe & sound.

Shopping today! Blew 400$ omg, Mom is gonna to start monitering my expenditure. Well, got my vest and my shopaholic meets manhattan! Got 3 other books too, finally something to read before I sleep. Got the cutest topshop flats and tops and another pair of overalls :) After that, met up with Ry and we went Chinatown with my sister.

Left at 8plus to meet Theodore at Bugis. Went for the wake, saw many many familiar faces. Caught up a little with Vanessa! Dumb Chew couldn't make it hahaha. Walked back to the station with everyone and then home. Honey came over! She's leaving for M'sia for church camp tmr, take care darling. I'll miss you & will text you every night :)

K I really should sleep soon. Tmr's gonna be really tiring, I'd probably only get a shut eye at 5AM or so haha byeeeeee

Outta my system

2007-06-09T22:30:00.001+08:00

Vallymonster

mailto:Tennis@Lou

Harry Potter marathon

Hello yo past few days have been good with everyone. Tennis with Lou and Shufen on Thursday then had dinner with Tanny and Lizard in town.

Yesterday, went to the police station with Tanny and Vick and then we caught Ocean's 13 in town. I'm having an extremely noisy conference with the both of them now. Omg I am so tired, I have tuition tomorrow at 0900AM DIE don't know to wake up then studying at the airport then town, busy tiring day.

I'm on a saving money scheme, so I had dinner at home today yummy. (My god, Vicky is howling and screaming like a banshee) Okay okay I shall go off and get my banana nut cereal byeeeeeee

Sweet, sugar candyman

2007-06-09T19:56:00.000+08:00

Damn, Ry's chasing me outta the house and I need to shit hahaha perhaps I won't shit and go out and go shit in the trees. Or something hur hur okay, I've really gotta go. Byeeeeee :) xoxo.

If you were Mine

2007-06-06T22:50:00.000+08:00

Airport toilets, soaped mirrors.

Much love pomt.

And i love you endlessly dearest.

Honey LEOtard

Ily bro :) you are ultra kewt.

Hello wello Eme had an awesomez day. School in the morning was a bore but me and Abs solved the intergration question fast so accomplished. Supposed to head to gardens with Vally but something happened oh man, so met up with Ry and we went to the airport tgt and met with Zenghao and Jiarong for our study session which failed. Spent it playing Uno, eating junk food, folding stuff and talking. Did a little A Maths though.

Went down to East coast for dinner at the Lagoon. Really good food mm I treated everyone to dessert! We had ice war, it was like one big happy family HAHAHA had alot of fun with them. Laughed like hell when we were talking abt this cleaning lady and how rich she was, scalp under scalp haha inside jokes are supremely retarded :)

Home with Ry after that, love you so much girl. Keep strong okay muah.

Vally, you're no failure okay. Things happen for a reason so don't put yourself down. I believe it'll be okay! :) HUGS.

Well I can't wait for my party. Dear God, please don't let it screw up amen. Anyway peeps, YOU MUST BRING A DATE FOR MY PARTY. Or you cannot come in, grins.

I'm conferencing with Ry Zh and Jr, omg best super messy I can't differentiate the guys voices. I keep hearing the word lesbian hahaha this is super funny. I'm so tired, I can forget about watching my korean movies alr.

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.

So won't you kill me,

So I die happy.

My heart is yours to fill or burst,

To break or bury,

Or wear as jewelery,

which ever you prefer.

And it kills me to think, that you could find takes, other than me, better than me.

Wheeeee ponytail parade. Okay gtg talk on the phone, xoxo.

REOPEN GHETTOLOVE

2007-06-05T07:32:00.000+08:00

(Edit)

Hello I went shopping today yay. I didn't get much stuff, got a dress, white overalls and charcoal skinny jeans mm happy girl! It's 0008Am and Mingzhen is on my bed behind me reading 8 days (She's been at it for the past 2 hours, all the synopsis & stuffs) I'm gonna pounce on her after this. Anwanw, I finally got down to planning my party and calling up peeps yay I'm pretty excited minus the screwed parts la. My blog lacks photos, soon okay soon. I shall go talk to Candice and the people only now. Ciaoooooooo :) i miss mss! ):

A love tainted with lust, you.

(/Edit)

I AM REOPENING MY BLOG IN FAVOUR OF PARIS HILTON, SHE IS GOING TO JAIL TODAY! Omg so sad times 10, I do hate to see Hotel Heirness go, she's so bloody hot ;)

Okay early morning awakening, I ought to start waking up at 7am everyday, the weather's fantastic, I feel like I'm in Milan or smthg hahaha. It's really cold though, my hands are half frozen and I've learnt that I can't sleep in anyone's bed other than my own or i'll have backache. Like last night, fell asleep on mum's bed and my back aches this morning. Well, shopping today! Yeehaaaa happy girl. I should go shit and change right now tee hee.

Forever and ever, Babe.

Taste of your lips, I'm on a ride

2007-06-04T22:43:00.000+08:00

OKAY I HAVE MADE UP MY MIND AND I WILL

DO IT FOR SURE. NO MATTER WHAT, I'M

BUILDING UP MY PRIDE AGAIN. NO MORE

FEELING PATHETIC AND LOUSY MWEHEHE! :D

NO TURNING BACK, NO REGRETS. THIS IS IT,

BREAKTHROUGHHHHHHHHHHHH.

BY THE WAY, I'M CHANGING BLOG,

TEMPORARILY.

BYE GHETTOLOVE- READERS :)

It's days like these which I feel like sleeping forever and never wake up. Well, it's childish thinking but let me indulge in these silly thoughts once in a while. It's harmless. I've been doing a fair bit of thinking today and I must say I've grown out of the stage where I've written silly sappy lyrics all over the whiteboard when I'm upset and neither am I wrting I love yous a hundred times on foolscape paper. I don't know how much I've grown either but I know for sure that I'm not as stupid as the past. (Or am I still?) I'm clueless.

I simply can't adapt to changes. I happened to chance upon something today and I got reminded of the old you. What happened along the way? What has changed? I miss the old you but I know for sure it's never coming back. Never wait for anyone but your ownself. I guess that's true. I miss what we had then but nothing I can do can bring it back. Well zero hopes and expectations means zero disappointments. You've changed so much and I've watched you change yet you're so unfamiliar. We seemed to have left a part of us along the way. I guess there's no point of me staying. I was doing fine, until you came along again. Srsly, I don't know whether to hate you or love you. You're just a waste of a song, you're a simple regret. I wish I'd contract high fever, because it'll give me a reason to sleep like there's no tomorrow. Not that I can't now, but at least I can do it without feeling guilty. Come Tanny, kiss me and give me your fever hee hee

My brains are muddled. Tomorrow will be a better day. Shopping with my galpals :)

But is it okay if I say this one more time,

I miss you.

Hoping that you feel the same

2007-06-03T11:50:00.001+08:00

Hello I've been talking alot to the most important person in my life and I've come to realise a couple of stuff and that everyone actually has a very strong fighting spirit within one's self if you'd just believe in yourself. You are not as vulnerable as you feel you should be wheeeeee :)

This morning was stupid because I overslept for tuition omgodzilla. And I pressed the wrong button on my phone and called the last number that called me best, her mum picked up the phone and said hello like a zillion times but she was ignored. I am so bashful zzz anyway my brains are working again after attempting A maths, it's not so bad afterall. A2 here I come!

I'm so bored and sleepy, I shall upload my unglam photos of last year. One in a million post okay god I was really ugly teehee. I scared my mummy last night hahaha. Shufen's having tuition soon perhaps I shall surprise her today when we meet up. Yuck there's school tomorrow.

Shufen looks terrible here hahaha Halloween!

My god, so retarded. Ha, Ry!

AH. MY. GOD. :D

Hee love you retard.

Yeah Abs darling you're so short. :3

HAHAHA this photo rocks. That girl at the back is ownage, don't know what she's doing. Ry is forever violent tsk. Ladies! Where you at, where you at! Heehee Loubro that's our song haha I kinda miss you now ):

Might be going Ikea in the evening for shopping yay I srsly can't wait for Tues. Shopping spree to the max :):) I need to bathe and head out soon and I wna play Cluedo with Carobaby. Heh okay I shall go and bathe now and rotdot, need to call mummy. Byeeeeeeeeee

What if I played you like a toy?

I realised I've been pretty self centered and I've been asking for alot. Afterall, one can't always get what one wants. But i'm very thankful for what you've given me. I mean, I guess I expect too much from you. You're not exactly superwoman huh :) love you very much still.

I'm married!

2007-06-03T10:50:00.000+08:00

Hello I am gonna blog my wishlist again because it's gone. Everyone says I'm ultra demanding so I guess I'll lower my expectations!

Anyway what did I do ytd? I forgot. Ohoh I left for my house in my Winnie the Pooh PJs for heartland with Ry and we rented Red Candy. Freaking dumb show, cheap thrill with zero meaning. Want to die of fear and no plot. Went to bed and that girl was playing south park shit, was almost half asleep when L called. Met her for prata and tehpeng in the end, and decided to go home at 3am++. Ate the prata we bought for Ry for breakfast. HAHA.

I got up really late today like 1pm? Lazed the whole day, watched 200 pounds a beauty for the 4th time, had dinner and played Uno! I am Uno queen. :D Tmrw I have freaking tuition at 9am urg. I was being ultra bitchy today, talking shit about _____. I ought to be shot dead. 2 people's names can actually be filled in the blank and both their name starts with the same letter teehee.

Ahhh, someone please slap me. I've been gossiping like hell the past few days. All the perfumes in the world can't sweeten this little mouth. Anyway, this post seems to be pretty long. Tmrw's gonna be boring unless Shufen awakes from the dead and reply my messages. Shufen I hope you're okay! Love you x10. Study soon okay stop being so bored. Neek week's gonna be interesting. Studying much, visit to the station, shoptillIdrop, seminar, school, Mass with Vally love :) everything luh. I'm kinda looking forward to it

Sweet 16th birthday bash! It'll be at my place, please come if you consider yourself my friend. That includes Ry Candice Mary Eve Abs Shufen Valerie Rachel Lim Louisa Candice Chai Yuxuan Rachel Chng Carolyn Clare Tanny Lizard Jenny Nerizza Vicky Marisse Cheez Zoe Su Dory Ann Bird Richa Paddy Zenghao and friends Nats Sama yea you can bring your Girlfriends/boyfriends etc etc Everyone lah. You are invited as long as you're my friend. (Please don't come if you intend to bash someone up for fun, you know I'm refering to you!)

Wishlist:

- Shopaholic Meets Manhanttan!!!!!
- Harry Potter at the Deathly Hallows (yay Honey's getting this!)
- CK One (L you promise hor!)
- Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire DVD
- A new bike
- Lightning bolt (gold) necklace
- Handmade stuff
- Cute Topshop undies
- Guitarist at the party
- Scrabble set
- Cluedo set
- Ikea filmstrip photoframe
- Vickyyyy baobeix
- Chocolate fondue mix
- Dark purple Topshop spag strap (Is there even one?)

Okay I am still pretty demanding. Dear God I pray no one gets me the same stuffs, amen. Wowwee I think my party's gonna be a flop because I'm bloody lazy to plan. I guess everyone just come and sit around and stone and listen to senseless music, eat junk food and watch senseless movies. YAY sounds good (y)(y)

Listen to this girl, if you give me one shot
I will love you forever now

And I swear, I wanna fall in love with you all over again. :D

True love is suicide

2007-06-01T20:16:00.000+08:00

I caught Pirates today! It was pretty good, Orlando bloom is thumbs up times 10. Walked to Raffles city with J then went home. Everyone is so busy tonight! ): Okay I might be going to rent horror movies with Ry soon then watch and scream and die yayyyy. Ohoh Lou and Caro made really good company this afternoon. We watched mean girls and had fun, me and Lou gossiped and bitched teeheehee Brolove! Anyway I've got no plans tmr cos Rachel doesn't feel very good. Chin up love! Perhaps study or sth heh and Vally you chill too okay, heartsssss :)

Well some guys have shown me aces
But you've got that royal flush

Don't blame me if you see us falling apart cos I'm hundred percent sure it's not my fault. Not this time round. I'm too tired for this alr.

Sway with me

2007-06-01T08:44:00.000+08:00

ITS 847AM SO EARLY.

Like the lazy ocean hugs the shore,
hold me close, sway me more.
Like a flower bending in the breeze, bend with me.
All the dances may be on the floor,
but my eyes, they will see only you.

Let me see yesterday was (y)(y) to the max. Eve came over in the morning and we gossiped, caught up, talked and I found out abt psstpsst HAHA left to meet Ry after that in town. Bumped into a couple of people teehee. Walked around and we trained to Cityhall and got lost trying to find Marina Square and almost got banged down by car. Cut thru Millenium Walk (oh a kaleidascope of memories)

Walked around in Marina Square with Ry and we met with Candice and Phil haha they are so cute. Met mom after that for dinner and shopping, mmhm I love mum. Home and watched 200 Pounds of beauty and then I went to bed. Lou Abs and Rachel are over now, and we just did Art projectshitlousyasshole. I'm gonna watch a movie with them now yay! Bye bye muah kisses and misses. Today's a good day.

And with you I'm bulletproof.

ZHONG GUO HUA.

2007-05-31T11:51:00.000+08:00

Sweet 16th Wishlist

Calvin Klein One scent(!!!!!!!)
A new bike
Ikea's long photo frame, the film strip one
Eveeeeeeee & Vickyyyyyyyy
New undies from Topshop (Girl boxers, Size 10, Normal panties Size 6)
Charcoal jeans from Zara
Shopaholic Abroad book
Harry Potter Book 7
Harry Potter & the Goblet of Fire Dvd
I want a new MP3 please.

My list is rather absurd (li1 pu3) everyone please don't get me the same thing. But I really want Calvin Klein One's scent )))))))))))))))))))): time to study, Eve is already doing her A maths. Bye

I'm lovin it!

2007-05-31T09:59:00.000+08:00

Hello I'm supposed to be playing tennis now but i freaking overslept and I'm really lazy to go down to Lou's place hahaha. Perhaps I'll study today then! (Yeah right)

Anyway yesterday was fun (y)(y) a bit of a commotion when R lost her phone at Ikea and we had to waste about an hour travelling there and back but oh well. I got straws from Ikea yay, then we (Clique A+ sf and caro) made our way to Bugis for a shopping trip. Almost everyone got smth, Sf shopped the most. I bet if everywhere accepted nets, she'd have bought the whole Bugis. Walked around then me and Rachel left for town to catch a movie. Suckshit, the movies were all sold out so my shoes were killing me, got a pair of slippers from Topshop yayyy they're really cute. Headed to Indochine after that for supper and for the band. Kept laughing at stupid things & silly texts but i had a whale of a time. Cabbed home and reached home at 1am.

I was shagged. Anyway I feel good I've been helping Ry and Rachel with affairs of the heart haha Andrew Matthews you are thumbs up times 10. You have changed my life HAHAHA what the hell. Yay dearest is coming over for a study session, catch up time hiak hiak.

HAHAHA Rachel's shit imperial finger

There it goes again.

Yay Shufen we have matching shirts. Stupid pig hi Lou bro (L)

Studying with Abs and her finger.

I'm super hooked onto Everything by Micheal Buble it's really good and super cute! HAHA I think almost everyone who went out ytd loved the song yum yum diddy diddy. And in this crazy life, and through this crazy times, its you its you you make me sing. You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

I can't believe well, that I'm your man and I get to kiss you baby just because I can! :) gosh you're so lovable, srsly.